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f.l | jealousy

my friend ariana and i were currently getting ready for a party. last minute type of shit. i had a white body con dress on with a jean jacket over it and ariana had a simple pink long sleeve dress. since it wasn't a big party, we didn't want to over dress. we both ran out of our apartment and headed to my car.

"u ready bitch? shits gonna be funnnn" she said. she did a little dance and i started laughing along with her. she connected to my cars bluetooth and started playing music as we drove to the party. i'm honestly excited. one of my friends is throwing a little houseparty and invited us, so obviously we said yes.

houseparty are the shit. hopefully i take frank out of my mind. we've been fucking around for so long. we're both scared of commitment and have trust issues. so obviously we're not ready for serious shit. well at least i think we're not. that's what we told each other.

"y/n!! how've u been?" i heard someone scream from behind me. i turned around to see alex, one my best friends. we met thru instagram years back. i had found his youtube and we started talking ever since. we traveled across the world to see each other every once in awhile.

i had helped him move here and even introduced him to the boys. "alex! i haven't seen u in so long" i said as i pulled him into a hug. "come on, let's go sit down, hey arian- never mind. she left" alex said. i laughed along with him.

i followed him outside and we sat on a little bench. before i sat down, i hugged everyone else who was with him. "how've u been girl!" destiny said. "good, how have y'all been?" i asked. all the girls said good too and we continued talking.

"y/n! y/n! we need to go" i heard ariana scream from behind me. "oh, hey guys" she said as she waved to everyone. "now y/n" "but wh-" "cause i said so. i'll explain to u in the car" she said. i rolled my eyes and decided to get up. couldnt even party. i was giving everyone a hug until i heard someone screaming. frank.

"oh shit, u got a girl!!" carlos screamed. i slowly turned around and saw frank holding a random girls waist. "yeah, this is alexandra" he said. she shook everyone's hands except me and arianas since we were standing in the back. cant believe he really did this. he lied straight to my face. saying how he didn't want anything serious right now.

"lets go y/n, come on" she said as she grabbed my wrist. "no ariana, let's see what he does." i said. i pulled my arm away from her and sat down and so did ariana. frank had left with his girl to go dance. and everyone else was abt to go to. for some reason it disturbed me a bit. i felt this weird feeling of jealousy taking over every part of my body.

"y/n, come with me" alex said. he grabbed my hand as we walked to the dance floor. "u tryna make him jealous huh?" he whispered in my ear.

i looked at him with wide eyes and started laughing. "u act as if i don't know u man, i basically grew up with u" he said. "shut up man, come on" i said. "okay, now throw it back for a real one" alex said as yiken started playing. he pushed my head forward, making me bend over.

i bended over and started twerking on him. i felt someone holding him since he was about to fall. and i turned to look back to see it was carlos. i started laughing as everyone crowded us and started hyping me up. soon the song ended and we continued dancing to other songs.

i turned my head to look for frank and saw him walking out of the house. "yeah, go ahead and go get him" alex said. i sped walk out of the house to go get frank. "what the fuck were u doing, huh!? over there dancing on alex and shit" he said.

"me?!? if anyone should be mad it should be me. u were the one that popped out with a girl after telling me u weren't ready! explain that shit to me frank. explain it to me. because it doesn't add up how U told me that u weren't ready but then got a girl. and the fact that u-" before i got to finish my sentence frank pressed him lips on mine.

he wrapped his arms around my waist as he kept on kissing me. "please, ur giving me a headache" frank said. "let's go home yeah?" he said. "wait, i have to get my stuff from ariana, and let her know that i'm leaving."

i quickly ran back to the backyard and told everyone i was leaving. "hey, update me how it goes" ariana said as she winked at me. "me too please!" alex said. and everyone else nodded their heads, cause if i told alex, he was gonna tell them.

"okay, bye!!" i ran back to frank and we went home. "u still haven't explained to me why u were dancing on alex" frank said. he took off his sweater and threw it onto his bed. "and u still haven't explained why u were with that girl" i said.

"why does that matter y/n, i'm talking about u right now. not me" he said. i sat down on his bed and watched him go to his closet and then come back out. "i'm waiting..." he said. "come on frank, don't pull this bullshit right now, please. it's dumb for u to make me answer ur question when u can't even answer mine"

he sighed and laid back on the bed. i got up and stood infront of him. he played with the strands of his hoodie, avoiding eye contact with me. i crossed my arms, waiting patiently for him to answer. he's so confusing sometimes. which is why i'm waiting for him to give me a good answer on why he pulled that shit earlier.

"i don't know y/n, i said i wasn't ready because i'm so fucking in love with you. and i'm scared to get hurt again. it's like everytime i decide that i finally found the one, something happens. i'm not saying you- you'll do anything. but i'm scared. i'm scared to get attached only for you to leave me like everyone else. and- and i thought getting a girl would distract me from u and make me realize that i wasn't in love."

he sighed and rubbed his hand on his head, something he does when he's frustrated. i mean damn, he opened up to me. about his feelings towards me. i don't know what to say. i hate being put into these type of positions.

"frank, you should know i wouldn't hurt you. i love you to much to ever do something i'll regret. please frank. i'll give you some time if you need it. but i want you to understand that i won't hurt you like anyone else. i'll be gentle with you. with your heart. i promise." i said.

he slowly wrapped his arms around me and pulled me onto his waist and placed me on it. "pinky promise?" he said as he stuck out his pinky, waiting for me to stick mine out too. "pinky promise" i said.

he pulled me into a passionate kiss and wrapped his arms around my waist. "i think it's time to go to sleep baby girl, it's already 2am" he said. damn. time flies by real quick.

"here, wear one of my hoodies" he said. he handed me his hoodie and he went to change into his shorts. he took of his shirt and laid on his bed, watching my every move.

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this was didn't end up how i wanted it to be ;(
but i have a lot of ideas abt what to write. hopefully i'll be updating very often this week, but incase i don't, merry christmas!!

question for tn;
would u kiss someone on the first date?