Villain |Loki x reader|

Feelings

I heard the door open but I still focused on the floor I started to tense but I didn't know why when I looked up I saw why I had tensed

"Look I'm sorry what I did" Shane said i saw Loki standing behind him glaring at him I didn't respond I only looked back at the spot that I had focused on

I heard a sigh as I felt the bed shift making me look and instead of Shane I was it was Loki I looked around and didn't see Shane guess I didn't hear him leave

I looked back at Loki as he was focusing on something else I looked down at the ground again and felt tears in my eyes

Why was I crying?? I never cry okay well that's actually a lie I cry all the time but I've never cried in front of people like this what's going on with me

I started zoning out before I heard Loki say something "Are you okay?" He asked I slowly nodded my head as tears feel down my face

He must have seen them cause he pulled me closer making me look at him as he wiped them away he gave me a smile making me return it

I started focusing on his green eyes as my smile slowly faded as did his he started leaning closer making me do the same

We jumped when we heard a knock on the glass making us pull back from each other he gave me a smile as he got up and let to talk to the person who knocked

I sat there for awhile before getting up and going to the bathroom before I went in I grabbed a pillow and once the door was shut all the way I screamed into the pillow

"We were so close come on!!" I said into the pillow I pouted a little more before heading back into my 'bedroom'

I sighed as I laid down on my bed I remembered one of my favorite song so I grabbed the see through Phone and looked for it once I found it I smiled sitting up and pressing it and jamming to it

E-GIRLS ARE RUINING MY LIFE - Corpse husband and someone else

"Choke me like you hate me" I sang along "but you love me" I said moving my head to it "low key wanna date me when you fuck me" I said I saw some people were giving me weird looks but black widow was lip sinking making everyone surprised

After the song had finished I got some weird looks but I didn't really care at all I sighed going through my music more and finding another song I felt like playing

I was kinda sad so I played it and as it was playing I sag along "I've been running and running and running and running away" I sang "I know they'll catch me" I said as tears filled my eyes "Running and running and running two opposite ways"

I got off the bed and walked to the chair where Loki would usually sit " I can't let my past catch me now, me now " I said as a tear came down " I can't let my past drag me me down"

I wiped a tear away as the song continued playing but I sang along to "cause my demons follow"

As the song kept playing I could feel people looking at me but I stayed looking at the chair I sighed as the song had ended

"Great now my mood swings are happening" I said wiping the tears away and walking to the bathroom seeing a new mirror I closed the door and turned to the mirror

I looked into my eyes seeing they were red I tried faking a smile but that only made me cry more that's when I remembered the glass shard and tried to find it

Once I found it I went to grab it but I grabbed the sharp edge making it cut my finger and started to bleed immediately making me hiss in pain

I heard the door open making me hide the shard I turned the water on putting my finger under the water making me hiss as it stung