Anime Characters x Reader || One-Shots/Short Stories

[SDS] Estarossa

Part: 1/2

Type: Angst/Fluff

Warning: None

"E-Estarossa... I... ummm... wanted to tell you something." I looked down and gripped the edge of my skirt.

"What is it, [Y/n]?" He looked over and rested his chin in his palm.

I have loved Estarossa for a while, but the thing is... he only has eyes for my big sister, Elizabeth. I was there for him through his tough times comforting him when he found out that Meliodas and Elizabeth were together. He would cry saying 'why is it him and not me' and 'how am I different from him'. It broke my heart to hear that the person I love wanted my sister and not me, but I supported him all the way through.

I couldn't keep it anymore and looked up to Estarossa with a shaky expression. "I-I love you Estarossa... I really do... and I-"

A laugh erupted from his chest as he held his stomach and there I was looking confused why he was laughing. "You really think that I would love you, huh? Truth is I was only getting close to you to be closer to your sister in this whole relationship between you and me. To think that I would fall in love with a weak, pathetic, shy, and useless person like you."

My eyes widened as I felt teardrops falling from my face to the ground. I could feel my heart break into pieces after hearing this coming from Estarossa. 'He was just using me?' Estarossa tsked and walked passed me while smiling to see how broken I was. My eyes turned dull. I slowly walked over to my place holding myself while tears just kept flowing from my eyes.

"I'm such a fool..." I laid myself on the bed crying myself to sleep.

A few days went by and I haven't left my bedroom after the incident with Estarossa. I heard my bedroom door open and I looked over to see Elizabeth standing by the doorway.

"[Y/n]? I haven't seen you in a few days is everything okay?" She made her way over and sat next to me. I was curled up at the edge of my bed.

"I-I'm just feeling sick is all... Don't worry about it!" I forced a smile towards her.

"Let me see your wings," Elizabeth demanded.

"E-Eh? Really, I'm fine!" I tried to ensure her.

"NOW!"

I sighed and gave in as my wings sprawled out on my back. My black and white wing was shown towards my sister. I was born with these wings, but there is a little defect. My black wing is smaller than my white wing and it makes it difficult for me to fly. Elizabeth carefully looked at my wings to see if anything out of the ordinary happened and I was glad that she didn't find anything.

"S-See! Nothing is wrong! Ahaha..." I rubbed the back of my neck while smiling.

Elizabeth had a worried expression. "I don't want you to end up like last time. I don't want to go through that ever again... so please take care of yourself, [Y/n]."

She hugged me as I hugged her back. "I will, I'm sorry for making you worried..." Once she left my place, I locked myself back in my room.

More and more days went by which led to weeks and now months. My wings have been decaying and I was losing myself bit by bit. Black and white feathers were all over my bedroom. I had bruises forming all over my body and I was overall weak and was in a really bad stage. I wasn't jealous of my sister or hated her because she is family. I don't have time to hate someone I love in my life.

I finally gave in and thought that it was just an illness, but I wanted to make sure. Putting on my clothing, I headed out to see Merlin. My form was so weak that I could barely make it to her place. As soon as I made it to Merlin's place, she took one look at me and dropped everything and ran towards me.