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The Morning After

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-morning time-
Lauren's POV

I woke up feeling around for my phone and I felt something soft, that was not my sheets. I look at the covers praying to the Lord that I didn't sleep with another girl. I remove the cover off me slowly and I realize I'm only in my undergarments as I realize the other hunman in my bed is only in shorts. I got out of my bed and put on my pajama pants and shirt.

'Congrats Lauren, you made the mistake and brought her to your house how stupid could you be. You can't run now better go make her coffee and breakfast. I mean at least she likes your puns.' a smile slowly crept on to my face realizing the girl found me, off all people, funny.

I make my way down stairs, brushing off the thoughts from the recent encounter. ' what am I thinking, I don't believe in love. I've taken one too many chances and got my heart ripped to pieces no more will that happen!' I reach and grabs for the tea and coffee. I begin to put the coffee in a coffee pot and make the tea in a pot on the stove. I then grab my special waffle maker and my leftover waffle mix from the morning before and begin cooking.

I turn the music up hoping it would wake her up so I could get this over with and get her out of here, but maybe I don't want her to leave or I would have done what I usually do, write a note saying ' help yourself to whatever and leave whenever (today) I'm running errands all day so please clean up what ever and I'll call you, just leave your number on the fridge' of course I never call.

* I've done this before its an a*shole move don't ever do it, you might just miss the love of your life!*

I just finished making the waffles as I hear footsteps coming down the stairs. I run to the music turning it down as I see her walk through the kitchen door, she is wearing one of my Black Veil Brides band t shirts that are two sizes too big and the same black skinnies with enough holes and rips to show off her strong, tan legs, she is also wearing her vans and one of my favorite beenies. Even without her makeup she is still more beautiful than anything ever. 'stop Lauren! You don't like her, you can't like her. You gave up on love when you found out about your schizophrenia.'

"Good morning," I said avoiding eye-contact grabbing a mug to for my tea and another for her coffee. I felt hands wrap around me from behind and warm breath reach across my neck and I could feel every nerve in my body jump from lack of contact like that for so long. I turn around quickly filling her hands slide around to my back at her lips planted on mine and even though my mind was telling my body to move away, my body would not let me.

I felt her arms snake around my neck as I pick her up letting her legs straddle around my waist, this lasted for a good 5 minutes before I lost my balance and knocked her coffee over with my back and I came back to reality. She began laughing and so did I this was the first time I genuinely smiled. It was like she hit a button and i imediately go back to before I got put on meds for this mental "issue".

I left to go change my shirt while she cleaned up the spilled coffee and pours herself another mug. It takes me a minute to find another shirt since she stole the one I wanted to wear today, I decided to just get ready. I changed my gauges so you couldn't see through them and I apply a thin line of eyeliner and mascara. I also put my red skinnies on with a 5sos band t-shirt. I put my beenie and converse on and all my bracelet on my right arm to cover up the scars of the past.
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Thanks to everyone who does read or comments. Thank you to my friend xsleepingthepeircexx for helping me find motivation to do this. You should go read her story, its hella good. Lol. ^_^ comment and vote. Byeee XD