Vise Versa

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"No, No this can't be happening!" I feel like i'm in a different body. I glanced at the full body mirror and saw a reflection on a famous member of the boyband "BTS", Kim Taehyung. Oh god, help I feel faint. I compiled myself together before standing up.

Why and how did this happen? Is it connected to the lady yesterday? Probably not. Anyways its 11:30 am in a Thursday. I wonder what this "acting-depressed-guy" does. Pushed a button that said "push to call staff", and gave me breakfast immediately. She said what in going to do the whole day and god this dork has a lot to do. Also i need to find out why this happened.

Time passed and it was already lunch time. I need to wash my hands. While on my way to the bathroom i saw someone familiar. Oh she was the woman from yesterday! I did not waste any time and pulled her hand to go to a stall in the bathroom.

 "Hey! What did you do? Why did this happen to me? I hate this dork and out of all people my soul went to his body!" I said trying to keep my voice low. She just shrugged and said "I hope you learn your lesson. You don't know how someone is feeling. Just keep calm and live his life." and quickly walked away.

I just went back to my food shocked. After i finished i got ready because my assistant said we need to practice for the Dynamite Music Video. "Taehyung-ah your dancing is awful. Keep the pace up. You look ridiculous." The Choreographer said while rolling his eyes. God why would he say that. It hurts. 

Moments after the annoying dance practice finally ended. Now i have to start recording the song with the other members, Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin And Jeon Jungkook.

Everything about this day is awful. Everything that I heard from everyone is that Taehyung is awful, stupid and bad. He is also being called a dork or punk. Taehyung must have been so upset and depressed lately.

Night time has come and i don't feel like eating dinner so i just went to Taehyung's room to see his stuff because I did not fully saw it. Once i got there the first thing that captured my eyes is the beautiful sparkling diary on his bedside table. 

The moment i opened it i saw sentences saying he wants to end his life or leave his career because of so much hate. He stated there that he has been suffering with depression and anxiety, and does not know how to deal with it. He also wrote there that he has been feeling empty lately. His instructors, choreographers, trainers and even fans have been giving him a lot of hate and pressure lately. A lot of them did not understand what Taehyung was going thru.

I continued reading all the pages until the last. I started crying after reading the last page. I can't believe he is going thru something like this. I hated him without knowing why he acted like that. I hate myself for making him feel he is not good enough to show who he truly was to the world. Bts comforted me the times i was down.

 They were there for me. I can't believe that i was not there supporting him or them when they are feeling sad and lonely. My tears started racing after realising that i'm wrong because i hated him. The next thing i knew i dozed off to sleep.

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