I wish I was special

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Today was very dark, I went to work and walked right into my trailer. as I walked in I felt so alone, so I grabbed something sharp. I got the urge again and so I went to my closet. the first cut felt really good, I kept going and going till someone opened my closet door. "sunshine, what are you doing" Blake said getting worried. he sat down next to me and wiped up the blood on my arms. I moved my arms away from him and started to cry, but he grabbed me and put me in his arms. I cried in his arms, I just hurt so bad, for a second I felt someone actually cared about me. "sunshine, what's wrong" blake asked as he was still holding me. "blake, I'm getting a divorce and I just feel alone, people are just leaving me" I said as I cried even harder.  "well sunshine, I'm getting a divorce too your not alone, and I'm not leaving you" blake said I kept crying. someone didn't wanna leave me, he should leave me. "Why don't you wanna leave me, you really should," I said as I dried my tears. "well i don't wanna leave you" blake said as he held me even tighter. someone cares about me, and he doesn't wanna leave me. I feel safe for once knowing that he's not gonna leave me is a really good feeling.  so I got in his arms even closer and cried even harder. But then we stopped hugging as we heard a knock at the door. We should probably go get ready for the show.
(After the show)
"Hey Blake about earlier, I'm sorry about earlier" I said feeling terrible. "Sunshine, you didn't do anything wrong" Blake responded. "Ok, I didn't wanna bother you blakey " I said as I smiled. "Did ya just call me blakey, cause I love that sunshine" blake said smiling. I smiled at him and started to feel alot better. 
(After the show)
"Hey Blakey wanna hang out" I asked feeling alone. "Yeah, but what do you wanna do" blake asked smiling. "how bout we go to your trailer and watch a movie"I said smiling. thats what we did, we went to blake's trailer and watched a really funny movie. it made me smile and laugh, blake looked so happy as well. but who knew that tomorrow we'd wake up new best friends.

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