Im Broken (Castiel x Reader)

Chapter 2

This chapter is also changed. Sorry for not updating I had this in my drafts and I was adding some stuff to it and I got stuck on a part of the chapter for a while. Anyways I'll try to be updating more. Also ima be adding a meme at the end of every chapter.

Word Count: 3279

italics =*thoughts and dreams*

Previously.....

I went back downstairs but when I was going down I saw Castiel disappear and heard a flutter of wings. I stood there in shock then I also know why Buck was growling at him. Castiel isn't human. What is he? I thought. Bobby has some explaining to do.

Present...

"BOBBY!", I yelled at him and I ran down the rest of the stairs. Bobbyand the Winchesters stood their looking at me.

"What the hell is he?!", I looked at them confused.

"We forgot to mention he's an angel", Sam scratched the back of his head.

"An angel? How did you forget to mention that?", I scoffed. I ran a hand down my face and looked at them in disbelief. How did they forget to mention hes and angel earlier and no wonder he didnt shake my hand.

"But don't worry he's harmless", Dean told me.

"Alright, well i'm going to get Buck down he doesn't like being without me for long", I walked back upstairs to get Buck down because he has seperation anxiety with me.

 Whenever I leave him alone he gets my stuff like my clothes and gathers it up and lays down with it because it smells like me. I made it upstairs and got Buck he followed me back downstairs. I went back to the living room where they were all at. They were discussing something but I stayed out of it because I respected them. I went to the couch and laid down on the couch and Buck laid down on top of me. Buck basically squeezed all the air out of me but I didn't really care. It gave me comfort in some odd way. I was laying down for a while and I got sleepy so I closed my eyes.

"Y/N!", Dad yelled at me. A werewolf came running to me. "DAD! MOM!", I yeld to them. I began running as fast as i could. I found a tree and started climbing up it to hide from the werewolf. The werewolf then found me and started climbing up the tree. I started to cry because I saw my parents get teared to shreds and I heard their screams of pain. Then the werewolf got me because i wasn't looking. It threw me off the tree and I fell and screamed in pain. It climbed down the tree and started clawing at me and bitting me. I was all bloody I couldn't scream anymore cause blood made its way up my throat. Then it bit my throat and clamped down.

I woke up in tears. Bobby and the Winchesters looked at me with worry in their eyes. I wiped my tears with the back of my hand. I looked at Buck and he whined. I petted his head which calmed me and him down. 

"Are you okay, y/n?", Bobby walked over to me. Bobby knew that I would have nightmares about my parents dying and he would always try his best to help me. Bobby was basically a dad to me. He always took care of me whenever I was injured from a hunt or from a nightmare.

"Yeah just another nightmare nothing I can't handle", I reasured him.

"Okay if you need anything im here", Bobby gave me a hug and I hugged back.

I walked to my room with Buck following behind me. I got a pair of clothes and went to the shower. I closed the door and went to turn on the shower in warm. I stripped out of my clothes and got in. I started crying more in there and I tried to make my sobs quiet cause I didn't want anyone to think I was weak and fragile. I didn't know how long I was in there for because Buck started to scratch at the door since he was waiting outside. I turned off the water and got out and dried myself with a towel. Once i was all dry I changed into some more comfortable clothes since I was going to be in my room. I changed into a black t-shirt, an oversized green/black flannel, some black shorts, and a pair of socks. (you can change the outfit if you want i just put the clothes i wear when im going to bed). I opened the door for Buck can get in while I brushed out my hair. I was down brushing my hair and got out. I put the dirty clothes in a pile in the corner of my room. I went back downstairs to get a drink. I went to the kitchen and opened the fridge to get a beer.