Roommates

4

Even though Bucky has been watching her sleep almost every night, this morning was special. He woke up quite a while ago and had been watching her ever since. She looked peaceful like this, exactly where she belonged – in his arms. Careful not to wake her, he caressed her angelic face.

He was so proud of himself for getting in her bed, even after all they've been through. And he would make sure, that he stayed in there. Hence the reason, he didn't want her to wake up. He was afraid, that she would change her mind and they would go back to being just friends. He was aware, that nothing really happened between the two, but this sure wasn't just a platonic cuddle, right? At least he hoped so.

He would finally make her his. He didn't care about the third guy she has mentioned, he would make her fall in love with him, if necessary.

Y/N shifted in her sleep and Bucky growled, as her ass grinded against him for a second. Smiling, she woke up. Immediately, she turned around and snuggled into Bucky's broad chest, until he thought there wasn't any space between them anymore.

"I could get used to this," Bucky said, his morning voice low and raspy.

"I know right? You're so warm!" Y/N pointed out, her over enthusiastic tone of voice already shining through, making Bucky chuckle.

They spent a few minutes just basking in the morning sun, content in each other's arms. Until Y/N started poking him, repeating that she's hungry. With a sigh, he got out from under the warm covers and they headed to the kitchen. Some of the other Avengers were in the area as well. They were eating, conversing or just minding their own business.

Bucky started preparing their breakfast, even when Y/N opposed, saying she's perfectly capable of making her own food. He had none of that as he told her to sit down and let him pamper her for a day. So, she did.

Pulling out her phone, she hopped on the kitchen counter near Bucky. Her eyes went wide at the amount of missed calls from Jason. He has been calling during the whole night. She must have had her phone set on silent mode.

Her phone rang again. It was none other, than Jason. She showed the screen to Bucky. His face turned into frown as he told her not to answer. She leaned in and touched his forearm, pressing a green button on screen.

"Jason?" She put him on a speaker and Bucky listened intently.

"Yes, it's me! Y/N, please don't hang up! I want to apologize to you. Let's meet. I realize it's crazy of me to ask you to do this, but just know that I am truly sorry and would like to talk to you. So, that's why I want to invite you for a coffee or tea, doesn't matter. We're going to be in a public place, so you feel safer. Oh gosh, I feel like such an idiot. Meet me in our favourite café in an hour. I'll be waiting." And with that, he hung up.

She was so confused. This was not how she imagined the phone call would go. Not knowing what to do, she looked at Bucky, who was tightly gripping a knife, he cut vegetables with.

"Don't even consider meeting him." His voice dangerously low, as he ordered. Jaw clenched, brows furrowed, knuckles white – he looked intimidating.

"Why? I mean, he obviously wants to apologize." She pleaded. Why was she defending him? She always believed in second chances, but Bucky couldn't let her get hurt by Jason again.

"You're joking, right? Almost had me." Bucky chuckled, getting back to cutting the vegetables.

"No, I am quite serious actually. You can't tell me what to do!" She raised her voice, pulling the attention of other Avengers onto them.

"Fine, but don't come crying to me, when he tries to rape you again!" He regretted the words as soon as they left his mouth. He looked at her with wide eyes.

"Shit! I'm sorry, princess." He tried to apologize, but she just stared at him in disbelief, as a single tear rolled down her cheek. She couldn't believe he would say something like that to her.

Any hope she had for them getting together vanished. Just like that. There was no way in hell, he liked her back after what he just said.

"Don't apologize. At least now I know, how you really feel. Don't worry, I won't be a burden anymore." She retorted, her voice poisoned by the rush of hatred and disgust. Everyone in the room watched her storm out, then they focused their unwanted attention on Bucky.

"Real classy," said Steve, as he walked up to him. Bucky just gave others in a room a cold stare and went back to cutting his vegetables. He fucked up.

Y/N got successfully to her room, without spilling any more tears. It was difficult to keep them in, but she decided, that no man is worth it. She had a hard time taking in what a jerk Bucky came out to be. She was head over heels for him and now, she felt nothing. Her heart was worn out. This was a final hit. She swore to herself to not fall for anyone ever again. Sure, she was being dramatic, but it hurt so badly. And to think, she wanted to finally confess to Bucky today! Ridiculous, she thought.

If Bucky doesn't want her, then she doesn't want him. Simple as that. Stubborn as she was, she agreed to meet up with Jason. Not because she was interested to fix their relationship, but because she wanted to give him a chance to explain himself. Also, she wanted to piss off Bucky. She checked herself out in the mirror, the outfit she picked made her look hot. So what, that she was about to break up with a guy? It wouldn't hurt to look good while doing so.

Making sure to avoid Bucky at all cost, she made her way through the Stark Tower and to the café. Jason was already waiting, as he said he would be. Right after noticing her, he motioned for her to come and sit in the opposite chair to him.

"Hi, thanks for coming, Y/N. You look great." He gave her an awkward smile, as she greeted him back.

Jason knew how Y/N liked getting straight into the core of the problems, so he cut the small talk and began apologizing. He explained to her, that he was frustrated. When she gave him a puzzled look, he smiled bitterly.

"When you're dating a pretty girl like yourself and she doesn't want to sleep with you for such a long time, you start to get all kinds of insecure."

"No, Jason, I assure you, there's nothing wrong with you." She said sincerely and squeezed his hand in hers.

"Well, I thought you weren't interested in me anymore. One time, I even thought you were cheating on me with that Bucky guy." He chuckled playfully. Y/N laughed.

"Oh no, not a chance me and him are getting together. But I have to be honest with you. When we met, I was in love with him. I think in a way, I still am. That night, when you came up to me, it was like a sign. So, I took my chances and here we are. But know, that you weren't just a rebound. Because there actually wasn't anything to forget, other than a stupid crush. Nothing ever happened between us, I swear. I'm sorry for hurting both of us." She finished her monologue. Jason held both of her hands now.

"What a coincidence." Jason said, as a confused expression plastered on Y/N's face. "I was in that bar only because I broke up with my ex earlier that day. We both just wanted to forget and we found comfort in each other for a while. But I think it's clear that we aren't meant to be. Still, that doesn't justify the way I treated you last time we saw each other. I am so sorry. I can't stress this enough." He squeezed her hands as a proof, that he meant every word.

They sat there, enjoyed their beverages and talked like old friends. Because that's what they were from now on. Just someone, they used to know.

"Have a nice life, Jason." She spoke in his ear, as they hugged goodbye.

"You too. Who knows, maybe someday, we'll bump into each other." He responded, giving her a kind smile. She gave him last kiss on a cheek and then they parted their ways.