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suicide and allergy explained

I have never said this to anyone but I have had bronchital asthama since a young age. Now the moment I say asthma don't imagine me with an inhaler.. There are different kinds of asthama. Mine isn't there all the time... Only when the season changes or if I get exposed to high amounts of pollen or dust.. like the moment I get a whiff of pollen I'm down with heavy wheezing and get high fever for like two weeks.. this only happens like twice a year is smth [based on where I'm living and also my luck]... So yes , that's why Jimin's keeps avoiding flowers...

Also he has anorexia, depression and he self harms in the story... That's why he thinks y/n deserves better... But the thing is even she suffers through depression aand self harm and almost becomes anorexic for jimin.. But unlike jimin she thinks she's a coward and can't handle it.. that's why she said " I know now that you're stronger than me" she believed that jimin is stronger and will survive but she can't.. but the thing is y/n is Jimin's strength and she's the reason he motivates himself to "be better".. that's why he can't handle the death of her and suicides himself... Now I need sleep.. damn I have a hour before my alarm goes off...