RANDOM THOUGHTS AND POEMS

WISHFUL THINKING

The confidence that I spent years building

I can feel it slowly cracking

I know that I don't need anyone

But I just wish...

I wish for more

For someone else other than me

To look me in the eyes

To call me beautiful

To randomly call or text me

To tell me he misses me

To randomly show up because he wants to spend time with me

Someone who could undrstand me and support me

I want my favorite chocolate

I want to cuddle up and watch a movie

I want late night talks

I want deep interesting conversations

I want lighthearted teasing and laughter

I guess this is just wishful thinking