Chan's thoughts/MarkChan

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"Hey bebe what time are you coming home tonight?" Haechan boyfriend said keeping his eyes on the road while he drives Haechan to work

"Really late so I won't be able to visit u at work tonight" Haechan said

Haechan quit working for Mr. Nakamoto but he really liked Haechan so he was sad that he was moving away so he call and asked a company near where Haechan now lives and he recommended the boss to hire him and the boss did so now he's working under 'SM company'

(Yes I know am bad at making up names😂😂 I'm just going with the basics)

"Yeah that's ok, I kinda don't like it when you visit the bar because of all the drunk people, remember what happen last time" Chan said

"Ok, I haven't been in the bar for months now and I don't even want to talk about last time"
Haechan said in a sassy tone as he looked away because he was embarrassed

"U mean when the guy threw up on-"

"Shhhh don't talk about it!!" Haechan said cutting Chan off as he remembered the smell

Haechan gave Chan a goodbye kiss and left the car, Chan always felt sad when Haechan left him, he always wants him to be by his side, let's just say if Haechan left him, he won't be able to move on in his life, even the thought of him leaving hurt Chan's heart

"No stop thinking that!" Chan yelled as he hit his head on the steering wheel "Please stop! Please stop!" Chan said repeatedly hitting his head

Chan suffered from depression, one thing he does a lot is 'bring himself down' u know telling himself he's not good enough or thoughts that he should die but Haechan 'saved him' but not really....he felt that his depression was getting worst because of Haechan.

He had thoughts like

'What if he leaves me because I'm not good enough'

'Stop thinking that he loves u, he only love his ex'

'He don't want to live in the same house as u because he don't want to see your face'

'You're just a plaything for him, he will toss u aside once his ex apologize'

"No he won't leave me for his ex"
Of course Haechan told him about Mark but he never showed him his picture because he left his phone by Mark so he had to get a new one

And Haechan knows about his depression so he don't tell Chan much about Mark, he just wanted to forget about Mark and start a new life with Chan but how could someone forget about 7 years of his life and for a long period of time that was the happiest time of his life

Chan's friends told Haechan about his thoughts and how his mind works and sometimes he could see that Chan space out a lot so Haechan thought he killed all of Chan thoughts. He told Chan how much he loves him and he would never leave him but he never clear up the fact about his ex

That's the only reason why they met in the first place, it was because of Mark. Chan can't forget the things Haechan said when he first talk to him.
Haechan was drunk at the time so he did tell Chan that he loves Mark and all that but Chan felt hurt, he wondered if Haechan really love him like that.

That was a lot about
HaeChan=Haechan+Chan
See what I did 👆😆
But I just wanted to tell you about their relationship

Chan went to work as normal but with a bruise mark on his forehead, I.N noticed it and asked him, Chan just said that it wasn't a big deal and continue to do his work but I.N was worried so he texted Haechan and told him but Haechan phone was off because he was really busy at work

*Time skip*

It was now night and the bar was full with drunk people so Chan was bored he had no one to talk to but he heard the bell from the door indication that someone had came in

"Hi what would you like to drink sir-or hey Mark?" Chan said as he looked up

"Hey Chan, give me anything strong" Mark said

Chan started to mix in all of his strongest alcohol and when he finished he gave him it and said "rough night"

Mark looked up and answered "rough night, please, it's been a rough year" he answered

Mark Lee yes that Mark, he have been coming to the bar for the past few weeks because his friends recommend it so he only come once a week at night.
He and Chan talk sometime, all Chan knows is that his boyfriend broke up with him a year ago

Guys I'm going to rush this part because the book well end soon so if some of these parts don't make sense, I apologize 🙏

"Sir your phone is ringing" one of the bar tender said

"Ok u stay here" Chan said as he walk to the back and saw that Haechan was calling

"Hey baby, did u want me to pick u up from work?" Haechan eyes soften, he knew that Chan had work but he would still make time to come and pick him up

"No I'm already on my way, i need to talk to you, is it ok if u came off work early today" Haechan saw the text from I.N and it scared him, he needs to clear everything up.

"Yes of course, is everything ok?"
"I'll tell you later, I'm almost there"
"Ok" And he hung up

"Mark stop drinking alcohol, you're already drunk" the bar tender said

"No, leave me alone" Mark said

"But....."

"I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE" Mark shouted

"Sir, he won't stop" bar tender said as she ran to Chan

"ok I'll be right there" the manager said aka Chan

"Woah there, that's enough for you" Chan said while he took away Mark's drink

"Stop trying to help me"-Mark

"U have to get over this guy, it's been a year"-Chan

"No, n-never and why do u care u don't even know him"

"Mark one second,

hey there bebe" Chan said as a boy was walking up to him

"Hey, u ready to go?"

"That voice sounds familiar" Mark thought, he turned to look and "Haechan!?"

"Mark!"

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Am.............. yeah 😳😳

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I made them meet fast because how would the drama continue if they don't see each anytime soon

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