I felt everything would be back to normal now.. I was able to bring Riddhima towards the truth.. But I couldnt protect her.. I shouldn't have left her alone back there.. I knew it was dangerous and I should have listened to my instincts.. I ran with a bleeding riddhima in my arms.. Entering the gates of the hospital, a ward boy helped me and shifted Riddhima on the stretcher... Her forehead was injured with a pieces of glass still stuck in them.. Her arms were bleeding... I hated myself for letting her go alone..
Doctor came running towards us. They took the control over stretcher and I could see the doors of the operation theatre being closed... I turned back and sat on the chairs in the waiting area just in front of the OT.. Restes my head on the wall and closed my eyes..
I waited in the car for Riddhima.. Its was more than half an hour she left.. I felt restless and got out of the car.. Taking big steps I moved towards the room.. And all of a sudden Ragini appered right in front of me.. She had a gun in her hand.. I stopped for a while and she took this as a chance to run away.. Let her go where ever she want.. My proofs against her will definitely bring her back here.. And suddenly Riddhima struck in my mind. Ragini had gun un in her hand.. What if she shot..? No..
I ran in and saw Riddhima lying on the floor... The glass frame was broken and pieces pierced her skin.. I sure Ragini hit the glass with chair to run out... She did this on purpose especially when Riddhima was present right there... For a while she had stopped breathing.. I rubbed her hands.. Her pulse was weak and so was her heartbeat.. It felt as if I would stop breathing.. I wanted to save Riddhima at anycost..
I opened my eyes and my eyes fell on the red bulb of OT... It went off.. I stood up and walked towards the doors..
"Doctor.. My wife.."
"Mr. Singhania.. Your wife was pregnant.. And first trimester is very crucial.. You are supposed to take care of her.. But I am sorry.. She lost her baby.."
He kept his hand on my shoulder and left sadly.. It is all bcoz of me.. It because of me Riddhima went inside and because of me she lost her child.. I killed her baby.. I dont know how to face her.. The doors opened and the nurse brought Riddhima out.. She was unconcious.. Her wounds bandaged..
"Jism pe lage zakham shayad waqt ke saath bhar bhi jaye.. Par Rooh pe lage zakhm ke na nishaan hote hain na wo bharte hain.. Bas sirf dard dete hain.."
I have hurt her.. She lost her baby just bcoz of me.. And when she will get to know about this.. She is going to hate me.. Just the way she hated me when she thought I killed kabir.. I felt guilty.. I walked towards Bappa and prayed to him.. I wish I could go into the past and correct things.. But it was too late.. I thought after Raginis confession everything would go back to normal.. But instead Riddhima lost her precious thing...
