Loving An Incubus

CHAPTER V: The Gorgeous Devil

"Please protect me." Gun plead to Off who's now hugging him, he's shivering every time the thunderstorms are becoming flamboyant and every time it will occurs Off will embrace him tightly.

"I will so stop crying, shhh I'm here." He said softly and thank goodness that the latter eased at the moment he caresses his back.

After minutes of waiting for the thunderstorm to eased they both decided to go but Off wouldn't let Gun to walk so he carried him on his back while walking.

"Why are you working?and this place is far from your home." Off asked still holding Gun on his arms, the boy is still shaking that's why he's holding him tightly.

"I have no choice. This is the only part of the city that no one knows that I am a stormborn child and my parents don't support my school stuff." Gun answered holding himself not to cry when he suddenly reminds him that his life is so fucked up and hopeless. Off was silent for a minute but then asked another question when he felt the area is getting awkward

"Why are you afraid of thunderstorms anyway?? You're shaking you know that??" Gun sighed because of what he heard. He doesn't know if the boy is really worth to trust but he still helped him out there so he wants to answer him even though it will hurt him.

"Ahh.Ahmm.b-because something traumatic happened during a thunderstorm." He stuttered and Off can feel that the boy is shaking again. But It didn't stop him to ask again

"Do you mind if you tell me what happened?? It's okay if u do I won't mind." He calmly asked even though he felt the guy puffed his breath but still answered him with a shaky voice. Off perceives that Gun might be uncomfortable with what he is asking but he needs to hear it coming from his insolence.

"A-ahm no I don't I-i'm only shocked for a second but It's fine. So uhm my one and only friend in this world died because some thieves make a fuss when we don't give them what they want.T-the gun is pointed at me and the guy is ready to shoot me. I closed my eyes and waiting for the next scenes could occur then t-the horror happened, that friend of mine saved me. She's the only human being in this world that knows who the real me and understand me but s-she died.S-she received a bullet form-me, s-she died because o-of me and I scorn her for that, I should be the one who's in the graveyard, not her. She doesn't deserve me.I-i should be the one, I should be..the one who is lifeless n-not her."Gun burst out, he snapped because of what he feels right now. He misses her so much and he wants to see her right now, he wants to know what her reason why she did it.

He wants to be with her, she's the only one that he has but he's the most jinxed in this vitality. He wants to end his life but every time he will do it he thinks someone is stopping him, he attempted to do it so many times but God is still not ready to get him or someone just protecting him.

"No baby, don't blame yourself. It's not your fault okay? shh, I think she has her reason, you said she's the only one that knows and understands you right? Maybe she did it because she loves you and knows that you deserve to be happy." Off consoled the guy who's currently on his arms crying like a baby.

This scene making his heart cold and very sad.He's sad because of Gun is suffering like this,he wants to console him everyday so that he will never be feeling alone anymore but he knows he can't.Both of them are different and that's making more complicated in their situations but right now he doesn't give a fuck anymore,he wants to take care of him and wanting him everytime he is in need.

He just hoped that Gun would be happy for that but again he also knows that this guy won't suddenly trust him.He wants to try the hardest for him to gain his full trust and make our feelings mutual.

Maybe he's a demon but he believes in hope.A hope that will able to get his dream and likings,a hope that will get him happy genuinely and a hope that will make both of them free from burden and sadness.