Make It Home(August Alsina love story) [Editing]

Ch.11 [Bonding together]

⇧⇧Niykee Heaton- Bad Intentions⇧⇧

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Ladarius

I ain't been to the house all week. I been trying to avoid kissys calls but I can't just see her calling and not think she needs something. I been lying to her like I'm in Miami on a deal. I can't just go home and look at her I feel guilty as fuck especially when I see her holding my daughter that make it ten times worse. I aint a bitch or nothin but a nigga can't go home. I been staying at my lake house and been basically drunk and high all week. My niggas came over and we had a meet but I ain't feel like talking business so I rescheduled. It's been hell for me all week cause I'm still pissed off about what the niggas did to Kiss and I can't believe she ain't tell me. That shit cut me deep. Plus she had a miscarriage and all this shit that's done happened is all my fault. I been up here thinking what if. But I know it's already to late. Kristina hate me and I don't blame her she deserve to hate me. I don't deserve her she a good girl and I ain't been doing nothing but terrorizing her for the past year over stupid shit. I thought as I layed back and smoked my joint and watch two strippers dancing on my coffee table.

Trina

Today is my last day in this place. I can't wait to leave here I been isolated from everything. Ladarius think he can just put me away nigga please. I got my doctor to release me by doing a little trick or two. He was a old man so his viagra wore off fast. I can't wait to go vist my man or his wifey. Either will do I mean she gotta find out some how....

Kristina: Mama put Jade down! you gonna make her spoiled doing all that holding!

Joyce: I'm not putting my grandbaby down were bonding.

Kristina: really mama really? She only one month old she ain't gonna remember

Joyce: So we have good conversations and she understands were I be coming from.

Kristina: How you know that?

Joyce: Cause she just stares at me with her mouth open like forreal grandma I can't believe that.

Kristina: Mama you crazy I said laughing

Kristina

Me and my mama have been up all morning shopping for Jade some clothes and I'm so tired. Jade be keeping my ass up all night. She is such a greedy baby I feel like she eat every twenty minutes but that's my baby. My mother leaves to go back to Houston tonight. It makes me sad to see her go cause I really have enjoyed her. We have become more understanding with each other. I love her company. we talk about everything together without arguing. I think this is the closest I've been to her and I'm truly thankful we left our difference's in the past.

Joyce: Are you gonna have anymore babies?

Kristina: I don't know that pain ain't no joke mama I said laughing

Joyce: But in the end you will recive a beautiful result she said caressing Jade's cheek.

Kristina: your right. I just never would have thought I would be a mother.

Joyce: Why?

Kristina: Cause I look at Jade and I'm thinking this is my one chance to do this right. I love my daughter and I don't want her to have to grow up unhappy. I want her to have everything she needs and everything she wants. It might sound crazy cause she's only a baby now but I just don't want her to grow up resenting me or hating I said said as a tear rolled down my cheek

Joyce: Kristina she will never hate you. Your her mother. The women that gave her life. There are so many people that fail as parents but that's because they don't give parenting there all. They try and make shortcuts. From what I have seen your giving her your all. But baby you gotta take it one step at a time. You can't rush life just enjoy the moment God will help you thru it all OK.