AN/ this is my first time ever writing something and I am not a writer so if it is bad i'm sorry I just wanted to try something new :)
ENJOY!!-
Harry's POV
"Harry!" Louis exclaims through their shared flat.
Harry is sat in his room with his phone scrolling through twitter. He loves his fans, he really does. He appreciates every single one of them. So he tries to talk to them as much as he can. One of the only ways is through twitter. So he does just that.
"Haz, where are you?!"
"In the office Lou!" Harry shouts back not looking up from his phone.
Louis comes barging in with a sweaty fringe and a huge dopey smilie, just like the sun.
"I've been looking all over for you!"
"Sorry Lou I was just talking to some fans on twitter. What's up?" Harry asks finally looking up from his iPhone with a smile.
"I was just going to tell you I'm going out with Eleanor for lunch"
Harry's smile quickly fades. See here's the thing. Harry is in love with Louis so much it hurts. But Louis' girlfriend Eleanor keeps getting in the way of everything. He's not sure if Louis loves him the way Harry loves him. No one loves Harry like that.
"Oh okay. Have fun Lou"
"You okay Haz, everything alright?" Louis asks quickly running over to Harry to see if everything is okay.
Harry wants to tell him the truth. He wants to tell Lou that his depression is being a bitch and won't leave him alone. He wants to tell him that he is completely and utterly in love with him. But he can't. He can't because he knew Louis would just laugh in his face. So he patched on a smile.
"Yeah of course Lou. I'm fine. Go have fun with your girlfriend"
"Are you sure? You know you can always talk to me Haz"
"I know Lou. That's why I would tell you if something was wrong. But there isn't. So go get em tiger"
Louis smiled. God he loved that smile. It was like the sun. He was in deep. It's like he's in a hole that he can't get out of, but this hole isn't dark. No, it's filled of love and happiness.
"Okay. Bye Haz, see you later!"
But as soon as Louis leaves, that hole darkens. There is no more happiness and sunshine. There is the complete opposite.
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AN/ Ok so that was my first ever chapter I have ever wrote in my whole entire life.
I don't know how I feel about it, I have big plans for this book so if there is anything you want to happen just comment and I will try to get it in!
If your reading this I love you and thank you.
Sorry for any mistakes.
I know this chapter was short but the chapters will gradually get longer as we get farther into the book. Love you all <3
-avery
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