I can't live without you! [maraulders fanfic]

[18] the kiss

<Emma p.o.v.>

I sit down on the gryffindor table, I'm just not hungry but I went with everyone. I have no idea why I'm not hungry but I feel like something's gonna go wrong. I stare around, and look at remus. I smile, he's smiling, it looks cute when he blushes... wait why is he even blushing? "Remus?" I say. He, and some other people, look at me. "Yes?" He awnsers. "Where are you looking at?" I ask as normal as possible. "Just.. around I guess? Why?" He asks. "Just, something. Are you sure you where 'just looking around' or where you looking at someone?" I ask him in a pretty normal way. He thinks back, I can see he truly does. "Yah I were looking at someone, you see that hufflepuff girl there, I guess I was looking to her" he smiles. "Why are you smiling?" I ask "she could be someone Peter would love" he wispers. "Oh yah, and WHY DID YOU START TO BLUSH?!" I scream. "What?!" He says. "YOU WHERE LOOKING AT HER," I say and I Jump up. "AND YOU WERE BLUSHING!" I scream tro the hall, forgeting everyone is looking at me. "She is right, you where blushing" Sirius says. "Emm-" "NO!! JUST TELL ME!! WHY WERE YOU BLUSHING?!" I scream. "Emma! I'm sorry! I didn't know" Remus says and he stands up to, looking down at me. "Oh, is it so hard to just tell you don't like me anymore?!" I scream, not even sad. He looks at me, with tears in his eyes. Why is he so sad, I should be the one who's sad. "AWNSER ME!!" I scream "DO YOU L-" but I can't talk more. He kisses me. I kiss him back.
Someone puls my shirt, I stop. I turn around and Lily sits there "Yah?" I say. Lilly points at the rest of the hall. I sit down fast. I look at Remus and we start to laugh. "What's so funny?!" Severus walks to me. I can't stop laughing. "Didn't you look" Lily smiles. "Yes.." he says slow. "Is that... funny?" He asks. "Oh shove of snivelus!!" James says. "First, James don't call him that. Second, don't make a big point out if it sev.. ehh... snape, its non of your business" I say. Lily smiles at me when he walks away.

I wake up early, really early.... it's 5:30 AM, how did I wake up so early. I change and walk to the commen room, it's empty like it should be. I sit down. I hear footsteps and turn around. "SNAPE?!!" I scream and everything gets black