bnha deku x shinso

dreamless night

Izuku pov

Once i fell asleep i had nightmare after nightmare in the first nightmare Sherry and Blake got me back and were abusing and raping me again, in the second nightmare Hito, ka-chan, and Aizawa was disgusted by me because of my past and left me, in the third night mare my father turned on me saying that it's was my fault mom died and mom was also blaming me, in my finale nightmare everyone i cared about left me the league, ka-chan, Hito, Aizawa, dad, and brother. After that i woke up i couldn't sleep anymore so i tried drawing to get my mind off of things but it wasn't working and it led to me having a panic attack i couln't breath i was shaking and it was suffocating the whole room was spinning i couldn't hear anything and i struggled to get to my desk to grab my father's locket i held it in my hand when suddenly Shiggy came through my window i tried focasing on him but i couldn't.

Shiggaraki pov

I was walking around when i decided i wanted to check on Izu to make sure he was okay and when i saw his dorm building i climbed up and saw Izu having a panic attack he tried focasing on me but couldn't so i walked up to him and embraced him in a warm hug and he was slowly calming down when Katsuki walked in and said "i-is he ok i heard his heavy breathing when i woke up so i was worried" i looked at him then said "he's not okay he had a panic attack when i climbed through his window" he looked at me then walked over to me and Izu then started hugging him to and once Izu calmed down Katsuki asked "i don't mean to be rude but who are you" i looked at Izu and he nodded so i said "i'm his brother" he looked at me confused then i say "when i was born i was kidnapped from the hospital so our mom didn't tell Izu about me cause he was young and when she was going to tell him she didn't get the chance since she was gone" he nodded in understanding then i looked at Izu and asked "what lead to this" and he looked at me then sat up in front of us and said "i saw Sherry and Blake today and i gave them a piece of my mind but that led to........." he didn't want to say then i said "is it what i think" he nods so i say "continue then i want to see them ok" he nods then says "after all that went down it was an okay night me and ka-chan danced and sang when i layed down hoping to get  a good nights sleep but didn't" i looked at him confused.

Katsuki pov

As Izuku began again he said "all the nightmares started the same except the first one in the first one i was in the basement being abused and raped again after that it went black and the other nightmares all started black the second one Hito ka-chan and Aizawa was disgusted by me because of my past in the third one dad was blaming me for moms death and mom looked at me and said it's your fault i'm dead then in the finale dream everyone i love and care aout left me all alone" after he said his nightmare's me and his brother hugged him and i said "what happened to you made you stronger i wouldn't be disgusted by it" and he hugged us tighter then his brother said "i wouldn't leave you and i know for a fact dad doesn't blame you and i know and you know mom wouldn't blame you if anyone's to blame it would be Shit and Bitch" Izuku giggled at what his brother said and he pulled away and said "thanks you guys" then his brother said "now let me see then" and Izuku said "ok let me go grab my book then" and his brother said "you can show me them after i see your wrists" after he said that i looked at Izuku concered and he rolled his eyes then he said "fine" and he pulls his sleeves up revealing bandages wrists.

Shiggaraki pov

As i slowly take the bandages off i see his wrist covered and i gasp and say "i-i-it hasn't -been this b-bad since y-you moved i-in w-with us" Izu looked away and i got the first aid kit and once i came back Katsuki was hugging Izu but being carful of his wrist and said "why well i can understand but why when you have so many other things you could have done that's not self harming" he looks away from Katsuki and i walk over and start bandaging his wrist and say "you promised you would stop" and Izu looked at me then looked away and said "i said i would try but it's so hard" and i look at him in understanding then say can you at least promise that you will decrease the amount till you stop" he looks at me then nods and after that he looked at the time and said "i have to get ready for class in an hour so can we hang out till then" i look at him confused then he says "i train for an hour before school then i shower then have breakfast then i go to class" i nod at him then me and Katsuki nod and Izu looks at us then says can i show you some of my art" me and Katsuki nod then he starts showing us his sketches most of them are dark and emotional