before winter comes

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years gone, not a breath from you

maybe I was wrong, maybe you didn't come through

we fought, I left, one love torn, what a shame

locked away but I still have that frame


dubious if it was really for the best

you are not mine, is still hard to digest

with you it is always the most extreme feeling

crying myself to sleep, see you even while I am dreaming


surrounded by submits, nothing now feels the same

I don't know what am I waiting for to make its claim

cant tell if it is just the nostalgia that reminds  me only of the good

or is it me, trying to escape the reality, dubious if I should


things I loved about you, can't seem to fall for with others

the miles between us left me lone, couldn't fly even with open feathers

time left us aged, with slow healing cuts from the stars

want to outstrip the past then scream at the scars


though my recent days have inured me to staying unrealistically optimistic

all the same I do not with you since I know that would be sophistic

the question being if you are where I wish you to be

but some queries are not meant to be answered so I'll wait and see


walking with the breeze in some unknown direction

alone I keep myself, with world kept no relation

tell me how do you feel, with me gone does it feel like life is at halt?

even so keep your words closed, it will break me by default


can our fears be irrelevant only for a day

let me live all my life then, please, just stay

I want to tell you about every time that you were missed

but time won't permit, so of my heart I would try to share only the gist


will you hug me tight and lie, that you'll not let this moment go,

that my touch still feels the same and that you would not let there be a tomorrow

not sure if I should ask but would you let me cry on your shoulders,

without saying anything, would you let me unload these boulders


brining us to now this journey is still not to its end

so I will stand alone and let the long written messages to you stay unsent

I want to know where would this road take me

as much as I am lost, I will not let this moment shake me


yes, it is and will be difficult which only proves that this was all set for me

but I believe in him so I will get down on my knee

all lives, written by the best of the writers so I will keep faith

wait for you to fall back in my life when it is the date


so this winter let me forget what love even means

and you decorate your house with the happiest themes

stay up late and around you I pray the glitter never fades

may all your cardigans be the perfect fit and of the prettiest shades        





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⏰ Last updated: Nov 13, 2021 ⏰

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