years gone, not a breath from you
maybe I was wrong, maybe you didn't come through
we fought, I left, one love torn, what a shame
locked away but I still have that frame
dubious if it was really for the best
you are not mine, is still hard to digest
with you it is always the most extreme feeling
crying myself to sleep, see you even while I am dreaming
surrounded by submits, nothing now feels the same
I don't know what am I waiting for to make its claim
cant tell if it is just the nostalgia that reminds me only of the good
or is it me, trying to escape the reality, dubious if I should
things I loved about you, can't seem to fall for with others
the miles between us left me lone, couldn't fly even with open feathers
time left us aged, with slow healing cuts from the stars
want to outstrip the past then scream at the scars
though my recent days have inured me to staying unrealistically optimistic
all the same I do not with you since I know that would be sophistic
the question being if you are where I wish you to be
but some queries are not meant to be answered so I'll wait and see
walking with the breeze in some unknown direction
alone I keep myself, with world kept no relation
tell me how do you feel, with me gone does it feel like life is at halt?
even so keep your words closed, it will break me by default
can our fears be irrelevant only for a day
let me live all my life then, please, just stay
I want to tell you about every time that you were missed
but time won't permit, so of my heart I would try to share only the gist
will you hug me tight and lie, that you'll not let this moment go,
that my touch still feels the same and that you would not let there be a tomorrow
not sure if I should ask but would you let me cry on your shoulders,
without saying anything, would you let me unload these boulders
brining us to now this journey is still not to its end
so I will stand alone and let the long written messages to you stay unsent
I want to know where would this road take me
as much as I am lost, I will not let this moment shake me
yes, it is and will be difficult which only proves that this was all set for me
but I believe in him so I will get down on my knee
all lives, written by the best of the writers so I will keep faith
wait for you to fall back in my life when it is the date
so this winter let me forget what love even means
and you decorate your house with the happiest themes
stay up late and around you I pray the glitter never fades
may all your cardigans be the perfect fit and of the prettiest shades
thank you
