The one| Dream X reader

19- Just Nothing

You woke up facing away from dream you shifted your body around to see dream facing you asleep. You smiled just looking at him and kissed his lips to wake him up. He shifted a little before opening his eyes.

"Morning" you say cuddling into his arm.

"Mmm morning" he says putting his arm around you. You put your leg over his and hugged him tight. "I don't want them to leave" he says.

"I know but you will see them again soon." You reply and look up at him.

"I know it's just-" he starts to say before you join in.

"Not the same" you both say in unison. You sat up on the bed and looked at the wall a little before getting up. You went downstairs and made easy pancakes for everyone. You felt a pressure on your shoulders before falling to the group. Sapnap had pushed you over.

"Oh my god!" You yell at him getting up.

"Sorry I didn't think you would actually fall I thought you were stronger" he says.

"Hm thanks appreciate it now eat" you say pointing to the pancakes. After they eat it was already 11 since all of you get up so late. You decided to just watch some tv shows until it was time for them to leave.

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It's always good to be at the airport 2 hours early so that's when we dropped them off. You took them to the security line and it was silent. You were looking at Sapnap with sad eyes and he went in for a hug. Even though this man is a bitch you really did love him.

"I might not want to admit this but i'm really going to miss you" Sapnap says. You smile still in the hug.

"I'm going to miss you too" you say ready to cry. You break the hug and walk over to George and that's when you start to cry. "I don't want you to leave" you say with your voice breaking. George breaks the hug and looks at you.

"We will still talk all the time, we can see each other again soon don't worry." He says reassuring you and hugging you again. They say there goodbyes to dream and walk off into the security line. They turn to face you one last time and wave and another tear falls from your eyes.

"Just imagine when you have to leave me tomorrow" he says chuckling.

"Oh shut up!!" You say wiping your tears with your sweatshirt. "We need to go, I'm meeting my friend remember?" You say looking up at him.

"Oh right! Let's go" he says grabbing your hand. He drives you to the restaurant and you arrived before Kevin. You were a little nervous just because it had been so long since you have seen or even talked to him. You waited outside for a little and then he walked over to you.

"Y/N!!" He yells out and goes in for a hug. Kevin had darker skin and darker hair it was fluffy and he had green eyes. I'm not going to lie he is attractive. "Wow! You look so different!" He says.

"So do you! What the heck." You say looking him up and down. You guys walk in and get a table. You catch up on the last 2 ish years.

"Why are you even in Orlando?" He asks you.

"Oh well you know my streaming job?" You ask him and he nods "well i met some really great people through there and one of them lives here and we decided to meet up!" You explained to him.

"That's awesome i'm glad streaming is going so good for you." He says. There was nothing awkward about this he really knows how to keep conversation. Catching up on the old times was nice.

"So how is Micheal?" He says.

"Well... you knew we broke up" you say.

"Right i know but do you still keep in touch or anything he seemed like a really chill man." He says.
You hold back any anger and it ended up working.

"No, I just cut off all ties i wanted to start new it was refreshing" you say and he nods. You were not ready to go into anything about the abuse or toxicity. After eating and talking you start to walk out the restaurant.

"I can give you a ride if you want?" He says.

"Oh no i have someone picking me up thank you though! I think he might already be here even." You say. He nods and the next few seconds happened so fast. Did you give off the wrong impression? Because he started to lean in to kiss you. You did move you just froze so he was able to land a kiss for about 2 seconds. "Kevin, I have a boyfriend" you say looking at him. And before he was able to explain anything you realized dream was pulled up waiting for you. "I-I have to go" you say and go into the passengers seat. Did he see?

You get in and see dream looking at his hands on the steering wheel. Yes, he saw. His hands were white from how hard he holding the steering wheel.

"Clay... I pulled away." Is the first thing you say to him.

"Well obviously you didn't tell him you had a boyfriend and OBVIOUSLY you did SOMETHING to show that you were interested!" He said raising his voice. Your eyes started to tear since you hate being yelled at.

"I didn't do anything i was just being nice! And i didn't tell him i had a boyfriend because- well" you had nothing because you weren't even sure why you didn't tell him.

"Yeah exactly!" He says before driving off.

"Clay seriously you have to believe me i don't like him of course you don't because i love you clay!" You started to yell his name because he stayed silent saying nothing. "I tried" you whisper just waiting to get home.

When you arrived home you walked in and he started stomping away. Until you grabbed his arm. "Listen to me!" you say. He turns around so fast that it made you flinch. But he didn't apologize he just looked at you. "I love YOU clay he wasn't thinking straight I should've- ugh i should've told him i'm sorry!" You say.

"I want you to leave" he says his voice starting to break.

"What?! Clay no i'm not leaving you are overreacting!" You yell at him.

"I said leave! Pick your shit and leave." He yelled. You flinched again and ran upstairs. Your eyes fuzzy from all the tears filling up you packed up in 3 minutes. You walked downstairs with your luggage.

"I don't understand you." We're your last words to him before getting into your car and leaving. He was also crying when you walked out the door seeing the tears broke your heart. Driving home was hard because you were crying you even had to pull over so you weren't in any risk of driving.

You arrived home and flopped on the couch, checking your phone for any messages but nothing. He isn't even active on instagram or anything just nothing.

I'm Sorry