adopted by anthony and avani

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I fineshed crying and i walked to the kitchen to get food there was a lady cooking i put my hood on my head (i had changed into a hoodie and sweats in the morning) i looked down with my tear strained face, puffy eyes and raspy voice i walked to the fridge and got a bottle of original arizona tea and sat at the island im the kitchen i opened my tea and took a sip i put the cap on and put my chin on it i watched her make the food and she gave me a smile once in awhile untill bryce came in and i didnt hear him he scared me and i hit his stomach

Me:im sorry

I slapped my mouth bc i sounded kinda like marge simpson he just laughed

Bryce:mam so this is mariana

I looked back and forth between them and grabbed bryces face i kept looking at both of them

Me:is bryce adopted

He smaked my hands off and his mom laughed

Bm:no he looks like his father

Me:ohh thats why because look she looks so young and bryce looks like hes 40 with a beard

I smacked my mouth and laughed she laughed too

Bm:what happened to your voice hun

Me:its something id rather not talk about right now

Bm:thats fine

Bryce put his arms on my shoulders and his head on mine and showed me a picture of some clowns i grbbed the phone laughing there was even strippers i took a sip of my tea and zoomed in i saw josh on one of the poles and swallowed my tea wrong i put his phone on the counter and ran out side i got out and started coughing/laughing they ran out behind me and hit my back i stoped and laughed

Bryce:youre so weird

Me:josh was on a stripper pole my dude

They started laughing with me untill we saw a car pull up i looked closely at the car and it was mads car

Me:oh hell the fuck not

I walked in with my hands in fists and my jaw clenched together i got to jden and joshes room and busted in jaden was laying on his phone and josh came out of the bathroom

Me:josh do you mind getting out really quick i need to have a word with jaden

Josh:can i stay in the bathroom im in the middle of shaving my stash bud

Me:ok sure

He went back in the bathroom and jaden put his phone down and sat at the front of the bed i put my hand in my hair and started breathing at a fast pace

Me:really jaden am i just trash ... because you make me feel like it i was literally choking and ran out to see your ex pull up ..i cant believe you we havent even broken up yet i was giving you a shot i cleared a whole spot in my heart for you i believed in you i knew you could do what you wanted but you used your mind and ability to cause pain jaden i cried every single night in that cell thinking i hope he feels warm i hope he does well in his next song jaden you fucked up we were all rooting for you but now the only thing i will cry about is my baby were over jaden

I yelled the whole thing and walked out i saw my uncle tayler and his friends i wiped my tears and walked into the living room with them i gave them hugs

Me:hey guys

Tayler:ok so meet my girlfriend charly

Me:hi im mariana nice to meet you

Charly:your so pretty tayler has told me a lot about you

Me:hes such a dork

I flicked his forehead and said im going to my room i got there and slid down the door i put my hands in my hair and hid my sobs with my hoodie i had an idea it was to cut my cast off and hit my arm on the counter so i got my phone and texted quin to get me scissors from the kitchen he slud them under the door and then left i was half way cutting it off and i slipped my hand out i went to the bathroom and hit it once i hit it another with a lot of force and i swear i screamed in pain i held it to my chest and grabbed my keys i walked into the living room and forgot my shoes i ran back to my room and put some crocs on i ran back out and quinton stoped me