adopted by anthony and avani

vajshs

Me:youre so dumb

Kio:oh well

We laughed ,fineshed eating and went on a tiny walk with the dogs he had his arm over my shoulder and we walked back to the car we got the dogs in and got in the front i sat sideways facing kio with my knees to my chest and feeling sleepyi fell asleep and felt someone pick me up like a baby and i heard shushing i was on my bed and felt dakota jumping and hitting me with her tail i fel a gentle hand caressing my jaw my eyes fluttered open and saw my mom with a makeup remover wipe in her hand but her eyes were watery

Me:whats wrong ma

Avani:oh its nothing baby go back to sleep im just gonna take off your makeup

I heard her shakey breathe

Me:mom tell me

Avani:its nothing to worry about

Me:was it my dad

Avani:no

She started taking my makeup off softly

Me:can you come sleep with

I hate it when she cries it hurts my throat i feel a sword going down it

Avani:of course baby i just need to change and brush my teeth

Me:go do that ill take it off

Avani:you sure

Me:yeah

I grabbed the wipe and she went to do her stuff i fineshed and changed into a hoodie with no bra or shirt and some short shorts and yes i went commando i brushed my teeth and laid down my mom came in and laid down with me we fell asleep with me cuddling he and dakota behind me i fell asleep and felt my mom trying to slip out of my arms so i put my leg on her and she gave up and stayed there i dozed off again and she was gone dakota was on her bed and yes she does fit on it its big enough for her when shes older i finally got up and brushed my teeth and put some sweats over my shorts then i walked out of my room and went to the kitchen i made a banana smothie with vanilla extract, milk ,ice and a banana i put more ice in a cup and put the smothie in there i washed the blender and went ro the living room bryce ,vinnie and cooper were on one couch i laid on there legs so my feet/legs were on coop and my head /shoulders were on bryce and my stomach area was on ventcent i drank my smoothie with a straw and when i fineshed i put the cup on the floor and we kept watching the movie we all fell asleep and we woke up to josh screaming to make a teatok

Me:shut up dumb fuck im tryna sleep

Josh:ok calm down bud

Me:ok then shut up

He started whispering to the camera and i fell asleep and i woke up later to me on the couch alone no vinnie,coop or bryce i got up and i was getting dirty looks from everyone

Me:whats wrong guys

Jordan:jaden told us everything

Me:about what

Quin:cheating

Josh:and everything else

My heart was shattered into 1000 peices they actually though i would do that all i did was take care of him

Me:y-you really think i would do that

I started walking out when i felt someone grab my wrist it was blake

Blake:im sorry for what i did but you made a worst move

Me:fuck all of you

I got out of his grip and went to my room i locked the door and cried i grabbed the flower vase that jaden gave me and threw it on the floor i grabbed a peice of glass and went to the bathroom  i looked in the mirror and just cut my cheek i made another cut on my neck i kept going all over my body until i felt it was enough i washed the blood away with a wet towel i went under the sink and grabbed the black hair dye i put it in all my hair and eyebrows i then washed out after about 20 mins i grabbed a bag and put most if my clothes in it and shoes and then i filled a bag with snacks i had in my room i grabbed hygiene stuff and put it in all i grabed all my cards and money phone chargers and my stash i got my drinks and everything else i needed i stuffed it all in one big bag and climbed down my      balcony i put my stuff down and climbed back up i gathered dakotas stuff and threw them down i grabbed her leash and snuck her ouut the front door i grabbed our stuf and we were walking to the hype house it started raining i grabbed dakota and held her in my arms my legs were hurting but i kept going and then i thought ill go get my car i went all the way back and pulled out my keys i put kota in the back with all our stuff and drive out of the drive way with the lights off on nutral the drove over there we got there and i grabbed my stuff and carried dakota to the door i knocked and mia opened