A Beautiful Mess (Zayn Malik Liam Payne and Niall Horan fanfic)

confessions

kirstens pov 

when Emily and Victoria walked out of the bathroom they can out with a strange smile on there face and completly neglected mevfor Niall and Liam. I just ignored it and kept talking to Zayn.  

Everyone got cold and bored sow we walked back to my flat to hang out for a while. By the time we arrived back Emily and Niall were holding hands and so were Victoria and Liam....it seemed so strange this wasnt like them at all. we walked into my flat i threw my keys on the table and plopped myself onto the couch i felt a dip in the couch after i sat down and two arms wrapped around me indicating it was Zayn. I look up smile and bury my head into the side of his neck. "Hey we should play spin the bottle" suggested Emily. Come on Em we arent in 7th grade anymore. "i know i know but maybe it will be fun" she argued back. Fine we will play spink the bottle i replied. We all sat in a circle around an empty green beer bottle. "i will go first" emily singed happily. She spun the bottle and as it turned around and around on my wooden floor it landed on Niall. Well as soon as it landed on hin Emily pracically jumped on top of him not just kissing him but full on making out. Niall looked just as suprised is as the rest of us. Now i knew something wad up with Emily. Victoria did the same to Liam and poor innocent Liam didnt know what was happeneing. Zayn Harry Louis and I sat in shock because none of us had any idea what was going on! After another minute of them making out Zayn marched right over there and pulled them away from each other.

Zayns pov  

What is wrong with all of you? i screamed. you met today and your already practically on top of each other! I thought we could all just be friends but apperently its not working. Im sorry for going off on you but it pissed my off. "What about you and Kirsten?" Emily screamed back at me. My face turned red she had a good point and what i said next really made things complicated.... Well thats because i love Kirsten! I screamed inraged at her. Everyone practically jumped at what i had jusy afmitted.

Kirstens pov  

I I just couldnt process what Zayn had just blurted out....did I love him...or do i not? i just dont know thats why i was so mad at what he said. Thrn quiet innocent precious Victoria yelled out something that shoched everyone even nore. "So you can love Kirsten and Emily and i cant love Liam and Niall" " But you dont love eaither of them" Zayn argued back while Liam and Niall sat on the floor looking incredibly confused. "Yea we do you have no right to tell eaither of us who we can fall in love with" Victoria yelled back at Zayn angerily which was completky unexpected from her. I just couldnt take it anymore between Zayn saying he loved me and Emily making out with Niall Victoria making out with Liam and everyone yelling i finally snapped. Will you all just shut up your all being reasonable and im tired of you all acting like children! I screamed towards everyone storming to my bedroom.

Zayns pov 

Oh what have i done i whispered to myself running over to kirstens room. Kirsten are you there i said knocking. "Go away" She yelled. Come on please open the door i want to talk. "Fine come in" She said giving in. I turn the sliver handle on her white door to her room opening the door. Hello i said sheepisly tring to smile despite how horrible i felt. She didnt say a word she just patted the seat beside her on her bed. I sat beside her and bedore i could yhink of what to say she started to talk. " Im sorry for yelling it just caught me so off gaurd and we just met and i just dont know if i love you yet i was just so confused" Its fine i shouldnt have caught you off gaurd like that i wasnt en planning to say that im sorry i replied at this point almost whispering. "Its ok" She whispered putting her hand on my shoulder rubbing my back. it was so reassuring to know that she was there for me. I wanted to turn around and tell her how much i loved her and kiss her ever so passionatly but remembering what she had just said thank you got up and walked out.

Kirstens pov 

It killed part of me to tell Zayn i didnt love him. it killed part of me when he only said thank you because part of me wanted him to turn around and tell me he loved me anyways i wanted to kisd him but i fought it because ever since i told him i didnt love him i knew he would never love me.

A/N 

hey so i really like this chapter and i will probably upload part four pretty soon. so please vote fan me and comment sujestions because i will try and use some of them and keep reading lots of great chapters ahead thank you my lovelys xx