A Beautiful Mess (Zayn Malik Liam Payne and Niall Horan fanfic)

Change of heart

A/N sorry i havent written to you guys in awhile ive been really busy and sick latley...i am still sick so i dont know how well im going to be keeping up with this. I will definetly try my best to write and upload at least chapter four tonight. :) remember to keep voting reading and fanning me i always fan back!! thank you my lovleys xx

Kirstens pov

Before i knew it i woke up in my bed my face was still wet and sticky from the mascara that had been running down my face when i was cring last night after my conversation with Zayn. I must have allen asleep cring last night after Zayn left my room. I got up and looked in the mirror, i had mascara down  my face my lipstick was down to my chin my hair was in knots and i was still wearing the same clothes i was wearing since yesterday. I was a total wreck and i felt even worse than i looked. I felt incredibly horrible about telling Zayn i didnt love him because truth betold i never realized how much i really loved him until i told him i didnt. My phone rang and i just sighed and grumpely picked up the phone. hello i said in a rather foul voice. I heard crying and whimpering on the other line but between crys someone said hello. Who is this? i asked, its Niall someone said on the other line. Without thinking or knowing what was going on something was wrong so i replied with i will be right over.

Nialls pov

Last night after the whole fight everyone left but I told Emily she cold come over. I was so excited she said yes i loved her so much i had ever since i saw her in the cafe. I loved playing with her long black ringlets, i loved everything about her. I was so happy she felt the same way about me. I went to sleep with her by my side with my arm draped over her waist and her curled up beside me. I woke up this morning and she wasnt there. I figured she may be somewheres else in the flat but she wasnt anywheres. I checked my phone to see a text message thankfully from Emily. She said she was out to breakfast with Zayn and that i should join them when i woke up. So i pulled on some old jeans and a green t shirt being lazy i just wore a white beanie. When i got down to the coffee shop the first thing i saw was Emily and zayn but they werent talking....They they were kissing. I ran out of the shop cring. I ran down the block with my hands covering my face as the paps tried taking pictures and following me asking questions. It begain to snow and the frosty white flakes hit my cheeks and my bare arms. soon the paps dissapeared because i wouldnt answer any of their questions. I collapsed at my door not even bothering to take my keys out and unlock the door. I just pulled out my phone and dialed Kirstens number knowing she would understand and she would probably like to know about Zayn. When i called her i didnt even have to say what was wrong but by this time i couldnt stop the tears from pouring out of my eyes and freezing to my cheeks. Kirsten said she would be right over.

Kirstens pov

When i hung up on Niall i knew something was wrong so without even cleaning myself up i grabbed the coat that was on the bed and realized it was Zayns and that i forgot to give it back to him when i wore it yesterday but i didnt want to give it back because it was probably all i had left of him. I zipped up zayns coat slipped on my brown boots and put my red beanie on my knoted tangled red hair. I ran out the door starting the car and speeding down the road to nialls flat which really wasnt that far away. When i arrived at his flat i saw i crimpled frozen figure laying on his doorstep i flug open my car door and ran over to see a frozen Niall laying on his doorstep probably freezing to death. I help him up finding his keys hanging out of his pocket and lead a crying frozen irish boy into his house. Before i asked him anything i layed him on the couch wrapping him in a blanket i found in his room. I made him so peppermint tea to warm hin up. Finally when he warmed up and calmed down enough so he could talk i asked him what happened. He told me the whole story about how he saw Zayn and Emily kissing. He really loved Emily and i was almost cretain Emily loved him back i mean they were practicallly together. Zayn and i werent together because i told him that i didnt love him. But i do love him i love him so very much but i already lost him before i knew it i was laying on the couch with Nialls arms wrapped around me and my head buried in his shoulder while we were both crying.

Zayns pov

I didnt want to but Kirsten didnt want me so there was nothing wrong with it right? I mean sure i still loved her but maybe i could fall in love with someone else. While Emily and i sat in the cafe she explained to me that Niall didnt matter and that he probably didnt even like her anyways so it seemed rather harmless. When we were in the middle of having breakfast emily just randomly pulled me over the table and started kissing me. I dont exactly know why she was kissing me all i know is that it felt good to have somebody love me like the way i wish kirsten would. But Kirsten doesnt love me like that and she never will so im going to move on to someone who does and i was thinking that someone was emily.  

Kirstens pov

Niall and i were sitting on is couch for what seemed like forever. We sat there with tea beside us an ongoing roll of romantic comedy movies with popcorn in our laps and boxs and boxs of tissues surronding us cuddled up in a blanket cring together. It was nice having someone understand what i was going through having someone i can cry with. Neaither of us had stopped cring since i walked in the door i was almost certain every once of water in my body was gone due to so much cring i just couldnt stand it anymore. I flung myself back into Nialls lap and cried harder and harder. He started rubbing my back and drawing circles in it meanwhile he was humming the romantic calmng music that was playing in the movie. I felt so at ease knowing he was there for me and i knew from this moment on he would always be there for me. I slowly lifted my head off of his lap and before i can put it back down he took my face in his hands lifting it to his very gently. He then started to slowly kiss me. It wasnt a friendly kiss it was a meaningful lovley kiss his warm lips pressed up against mine so gently it was so soothing. I kept wishing it was Zayn that was kissing me like this but hey if he was moving on so was i and suddenly something made Niall and i pull away from each other and it was the door opening and of course standing in the doorway was none other than Zayn.

A/N

so that was chapter four and it looks like Kirsten and Zayn are going there seperate ways bet you werent expecting that...well dont hold your breath because more twists and turns comeing up really soon so are you guys team Kayn or team Kiall??? let me know also keep voting and reading new chapters comeing soon thank you my lovleys xx