Raven was always seen as the worthless runt of her pack. Simply because she's not a werewolf. She takes constant abuse from them physically, emotionally, and mentally. But when she gets a visit from some special people, she learns she's not who she...
My alarm went off, I quickly turned it off. I didn't want to wake Alex. It was six in the morning, I had two hours to do what I had to do before everyone woke up for training.
I slowly got out of bed and went into my closet to get dressed.
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Where I'm going, I'm sure I'll blend in perfectly. I grabbed my phone and checked my bank account to make sure I would have enough to survive on for a while. I have enough to buy three houses as big as this one.
I put my phone away and started packing my bags. I didn't take too much; I can buy more clothes and shoes. I packed a total of four bags, not too bad. I was thinking I was going to pack more, way to go me for sticking to the essentials.
I grabbed my bags and put them at the door. I doubled checked and made sure I had everything, once I was sure I looked back at Alex. It hurts to do this, but I have no choice.
I sighed and walked to my desk and grabbed a piece of paper and pen, I decided to leave him a note.
"Dear Alex,
I'm sorry I'm doing this in a letter, I'm not good with goodbyes. Don't worry, I'm fine. It was nothing you did, it's just this house. I felt so alone, I was being lied too and betrayed everywhere I turned, and I couldn't stand it anymore. With Chrys being so joined to the hip with Sarah, I'm not sure if I can tell him everything anymore. Beau, he has enough issues without mines.
Sarah is self-explanatory. And dad is always disappearing, and after yesterday I'm sure he'll be gone a while.
I know I have you, it's the best part of my day. But I've seen how strong a mating bond is, I don't want that for us. If you lost yourself because of me, I'd never forgive myself. I have to do this; I can't tell you where I'm going. You'd try to talk me into coming back. Don't try to find me, I guarantee it will be hopeless. When I decide to come back, let's give us another try. All I ask is that you stay faithful to me, don't leave me Alex. I will come back for you. Much Love,
Raven.
I tear drop hit the letter, I wiped my face and put it on the bedside table by Alex. I hope he sees this before panicking.
I checked the time, it was now seven AM. I have to hurry before everyone wakes up. I grabbed my bags and left the room.
I hurried downstairs and grabbed the keys to my BMW x6 and went outside.
I threw the bags in the trunk and sighed. This is it; I'm leaving.
I looked back at the house and shed a few tears, goodbye everyone. I turned to walk away but someone grabbed my arm.
I turned around and seen a crying Alex, oh no.
"Why Raven? Do you not love me? I love you, please don't leave me."
I smiled and wiped his tears, "I do love you Alex, but I don't want this. You can't get wrapped up like this. Especially with how things are. It's not just you. This whole house, I just can't. Especially with Sarah here. If you love me like you say you do, then you have to let me go."
He lowered his head and shed a few more tears, he then let me go. I smiled; he really does love me. I couldn't take it anymore.
I grabbed him by his face and kissed him. He was shocked at first, then he quickly kissed me back. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me in closer.
He deepened the kiss and held me tighter. This kiss was different than the one I shared with Michael. This one was more passionate, more loving. This was real love; it was enough to make me want to stay. But I can't.
As much as I didn't want to, we stopped kissing and just held each other. I didn't want to leave, but I have to fight it.
"I'll wait for you. I won't make the same mistake he made. You're worth waiting for, and then some. I love you, Raven."
"I love you, Alex."
We shared one final kiss, then he walked me to the door. He opened it for me, and I got in. I put my seat belt on and started the car.
He closed my door; I rolled my window down.
"I'll come back Alex. I promise."
"I know."
He kissed my forehead, then walked away.
I waited until he went in before I drove off. As I was driving away, I watched as the house in my rearview mirror slowly disappear. I heard a neigh; I looked up and seen Beau flying above me. I blew him a kiss and he flew away.
I know he will probably find me first eventually, and I also know if he does, he won't tell a soul where I am. Because if you think about it, I'm doing exactly what he did.
I'm just finding myself.
I burst into tears; I'm going to miss everyone. But I know, this is what's best. I have to do this for me.
It's a new chapter in my life. I have no Idea what the future has in store for me, but....
