The Twisted Long Distance Relationship

♡Elle Evans♡

It hurts when you care about someone who doesn't care about you. When you are putting in so much effort into something and you are not getting the same.
I don't know about other girls but all I ask for is love, care and attention. The care part seems to fade and I don't know why. What have I done? Why suddenly I am not worth your care? Do I not give you what I am expecting to get from you? Why are you doing this to me? You know I can't leave you, that I'll stay no matter what. Why the hell have you just been hurting me lately? I am not dying everyday here for this. You weren't whom I fell in love with. Earlier I felt like you're the one. Why is this image of future is blurring now? Why does it all seems to fade but we keep on saying we will be 'together forever'?
I want these answers but I'm afraid to ask.
I don't even have the goddamn strength to ask you.
Is this really my forever? Are you the one? Are we meant to be? Is this really gonna last?
Too many questions running around but the most important one is....
Is this gonna last this way? Am I not getting my person, the one I fell in love with back?
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You must be wondering," Why so much of negativity dude?"
You'll get me. But let's begin from the beginning, ahh!! First of all welcome to my world. Hoping to see you till the end.....

So, hello! I am Elle Evans. An ordinary 17year old girl.
17months back my life wasn't as same as it is now. Things changed, people changed, situation changed and moreover, life changed.
15th march 2019 was a real bad date for me. My best friend, the closest person to me, committed suicide.
I was broken, clueless and helpless. We didn't knew each other for a long time but we both had feelings for each other which we've confessed but decided to get into a relationship only when both of us were ready. I was but he, for some reason I didn't knew, wasn't. I decided to give him time.
But before the start of anything, everything ended.

Hey buds!
What do you think could possibly be reason for his death?
Have you ever lose your love ones?
How y'all managed to cope that?
I'm really proud you did and those who are doing it right know I know you can and you will. I am proud of your strength.
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