My hot tutor|Namjoon FF|

Chapter 5 : Useless.

Lee's Family house|

*Pakk*

"Yah!!, how dare you did that to her. She is you child!!" Mom hug me after dad slap me hard just right after she enter the house.

"Child?I Don't need a child like this!!! You making my name dirty!!" Dad shout angrily at me I was scare she never shout at me like this before.

"Yah, i told you Mrs.Kim said she thought it's was a candy she is innocent yabo ah!!" She explain again as her tear slide down her cheeks. The tear, it's for me, it's because of me, she always cry when I get hurt even though i'm not her real child but she love me like her own child.

"Huh. Whatever, you wanted to marry right? Now, you marry with that man who you open leg for!! Useless!!" he took the flower vase and throw on wall that the family picture.

"Just like your mom. Such a whore!" With that he left the house. Leaving me with those hurtful word.

"Baby, don't listen to your dad. He just stressing of his work" she wipe my tear and hug me. Know the truth she just want to comfort but I know Dad really meant it.

After that, I went to my room. I lay on my bed and started think about Dad word

"I don't need a child like you!!"

"Useless"

"Just like you mom. Such a whore"

'Is my mom a bad person, the way dad describ her like she is a criminal' I sigh as I said those word in my heart.

"..Marry that man..."

"Namjoon.."

I text Namjoon.
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Hot Crush🔥 

                        Namjoon meet me in cafe
                        near our school.

Okay, I was about
To  text you too.

Bye, meet you there.
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I suddenly didn't feel excited nor happy instead I feel nervous and scare I don't why. Is something bad will happened?

I push whose thought away and get dress up.

Latte's Cafe|

I enter the cafe and saw Namjoon sitting beside the glass window put his hand together he look nervous same as what i'm feeling now.

"Annyeong" I said he look at and stand up straightforward.

"Annyeong.." he smile awkwardly and I just smile back, I take seat across him.

"Umm..so did your parents already know about it?"

I nodded.

"W-what did they say?" He asked nervously.

"My dad slap me after knowing it from your mom i guess and he asked me to marry you" look at him, He was shock.

"H-he asked me and you marry?"

I nodded. This situation is new to me and I not comfortable with it.
                
"But...actually?" He look down.

"What?" I asked curiously.

"My mom and I...umm...we planning to moved at US as I got a scholarship at there" he said while still looking down.

My heart drop. My heart broke.

"W-what?"

"Sorry Y/N..."

"You can't...I'll be pregnant by now Namjoon!!" I shouted luckily there no one there as it's was working day only the worker was there.

"Sorry Y/N, It's not like I didn't want to be responsible to the child but..I want to get a degree Y/N..I promise after that I find you and our child promise to wait for me..I love you Y/N"

I was speechless. My emotion was mixed I was happy he confess but I sad he will leave me and our child even thought it's not confirm if I was pregnant or not I still sad..

The sad cover my happiness..The confession is nothing when he is leaving me.

The happiness is useless...

Useless.
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Sorry it's not that long but I feel this chapter was a bit emotional did you use tissue to wipe your tear or you not even cry? Let me know on the comment.

Comment the part that you not satisfied.