My hot tutor|Namjoon FF|

chapter 6 : Waiting for you.

Year by year...

Day by day...

I still here waiting for you..but you never come..

"Mommy!!" I snapped from my dream and saw Chaeun running to me.

"What happened,baby?" I asked as she hide behind the chair that I was sitting.

"Grandpa monster will catch me and eat all my candy" Chaeun said in low tone.

I laugh slightly.

Still remember the first time dad saw Chaeun was newly born he gladly accept her and apologized about what he said to me that he was scare of losing me again...He was there when I needed the most..I was happy but still not recovering from mom death 2 year ago Chaeun also crying along with me and Dad she is an angel to us.

But it's okay we just should continue our life and let go the one who goes.

"Mommy help me-HAHHAHAHAHHAA" She laugh hardly as dad tickle her.

"Sorry, mommy is just watch can't enter the movie" I smile look at dad and chae eun.

Dad carry Chaeun and went to me "Y/N ah, I'm going to a business trip with my business partner so you and Chaeun will be lonely this month" said Dad still carry Chaeun on his hand.

"It's okay Dad I just will bring her to the playground near our neighborhood" I said.

"No, don't just bring her to the ice cream shop or toys..there are so many big kids. They just will bumped on her small body" said dad as she tickle.

"Heheheeh..stop it grandpapa" She laugh but then stop and she look at me.

"Mommy, when will Daddy be back to our house? I really miss him"

Dad look at me I trying to find some excuse again.

I just know Namjoon will never back...It's been 5 year though..the last time when I contact him is about my pregnancy 5 year ago 2 week after he left Korea and then after a month I found out he not using the same number anymore...

It's look like he running away..but it's okay I don't need him anymore it's just Chaeun she need a loves of father...every time she asked about her dad I try to make an excuse. I watch her excited everytime his dad send her a gift but the truth is I bought it on my own so she will be happy...I make her hoping..she sometime pray so her dad back soon. But it was impossible he may be marry by now.

When I was pregnant I through alot and suffer alone without him..I get expel from school cause of misunderstand but before I being expelled from school I did get bullied.

But everything was fine now. Not really.
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I look at Chaeun sleeping face I cares her chubby cheek her face almost look like her father.

"Sorry, baby..." my tear fall down, I make her hoping.
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"Umm..he will back next month" I said as I can't find any excuse anymore.

"Y/N.." Dad put Chaeun down and told Chaeun to play inside the house.

"Are out of your mind?"

"Sorry dad I can't find any excuse..I can see her happy over lie again dad" I said as look down my lap.

I hear dad sigh "I'll try something after I back from business trip...I going bye take care" we hug each other and he kiss my head before leaving.
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"Mommy!! Mommy!!"