Neves POV
Standing in the elevator with Harry brings back memories of last night. The night where I was actually happy.
It might not of looked like I was, but the feeling of running through the snow and tell Harry about my dad and singing him that song. I was, I was happy. Happy that I just let go. I let go of the things in my messes up head and I was scared of that. I was scared that he would leave, but he didn't.
The elevator door opens making me come out of my thoughts. The feel of Harry's arm around shoulders gives me reassurance.
We walk down the hallway in silence. I want to say something but I can't think of anything to say.
"Thank you" my voice is weak but louder enough for him to hear.
"For what" he's responds looking down on me.
"For bringing me here" I am really thankful for Harry. Yet again I didn't want to go home because my mom would start to worry and probably call the police if I told that he physically hurt me. I don't want that, I don't want to cause trouble.
"It ok" he gives me that smile that makes me feel like putty. He squeezes me shoulder, reassuring me again.
We reach the door, hearing loud voices:
"I swear if you touch that your dead"
"Look I'm touching it what your gonna do now"
"I swear god Louis just leave him alone"
Wait Louis? Like Louis Tomlinson.
Before I could even speak Harry opens the door to all four of the boys tackling each other on the floor, well except from the tall, muscular frame boy who I'm guessing is Liam, from the pictures Aggie has sent me.
Harry loudly coughs which makes all the boys heads turn in shock.
They all look at Harry and then me, which makes them all quickly get of the floor.
"What are you doing?" Harry asks
"Well I was making some food and Louis over here thought it was funny to steal the eggs that was I using" the Irish one answers.
"No you were the-" Louis gets cut of by Harry.
"Just shut up!" He shouts which makes me slightly jump.
"Why was zayn involved?" Harry asks.
"Niall was messing around with the video control and Louis was annoying me" zayn says
"That's very rude you know" Louis says smiling sarcastically, "you snitch" Louis calls Zayn, but Zayn just pulls a face.
"Actually that wasn't me that was Liam!" Niall points towards Liam who looks out of it.
He suddenly sees all our eyes on us.
"What?" He says looking around.
"Fuck sakes you-" Louis gets cut off again.
"You all are look so stupid right now" Harry laughs, but they all ignore each other and carry on shouting at each other.
The shouting brings back memories of tonight. It brings back so much I can still smell the scent of cigarettes and still see the fire in my dads eyes. I can hear The disgust in his voice when he called me "pathetic". I can still feel his strong grip against my skin that's still stinging. All of this is still fresh in my mind, so fresh that it still feels like I'm there not at Harry's, it feels like I'm in hell.
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Fanfiction"Who were you before they broke your heart?" His raspy voice breaks the silence. Who was I? I think really hard about who I was when all of this didn't happen. "I was happy" I say calmly looking out to the beautiful view of New York from our balcony...
