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'After a day when you saw me, never have I ever removed my eyes on you. As the sun hits your face, you only get more beautiful. The way you talk and as your lips move to say your words I smile, I smile as you wished at the stars above the sky. Have you ever noticed how I stared at you waving at me while smiling? Wasn't it creepy?
I mean, I didn't mean to creep on you but I just can't stop admiring you. You, you made my happiness, your my.. Euphoria.'
Jin P.O.V
I put the letter down with my trembling hands. A tear fell down my face wetting the paper. My precious, how can you think I will be creeped out on his dearly charming smile and his eyes. Oh his beautiful eyes, those eyes filled with love and gives me warmth I need.
How can someone be so- so sweet. His words, they were covered in sweet honey that warms you every time you hear it being called out.
My face was a mess from all the tears that flowed down. I tried wiping away the tears, but they kept falling.That’s when it struck. All the memories of us came rushing through my head like a hurricane.
I see us smiling, holding hands, laughing, we were so happy...
I need to see him
I tried standing up without falling , but failed miserably.
I need him
I tried getting up and when I did I rushed towards the door…
I love him.
I love only him
I love you, Jungkook
Flashback
-jin was a transferee. It's his first time at Konkuk University today. Till he met the bad boy of his dreams of course.-
As the sun rises a new day has come.
"First day of school again honey, you're growing up so fast!" My mom said as she squished my cheeks and caressed it softly. "You mean my first day of being transferred mom?" She ignores my statement and continued talking, "I will miss you honey, always call me If you need something okay? Aww my baby boy, you're my baby even though you have this broad broad shoulders. “I'm gonna miss you so soo much, text me okay?", she said as she stared at me with her doe eyes. "I will miss you.." she whispered softly in my ear as tears fell down her rosy red cheeks.giggling, I mumbled sweet words to her ears and said, "I love you Mom. I will miss you too. You're the best mom in the whole wide world. I love you I love you I love you I love you!" I said with a wide smile. "Don't cry while your world wide handsome is gone okie mom?" He giggled in her tears and pinched me in my shoulder "ow!" Chuckling, she mumbled the word "will do" and dragged me with a kiss before sending me in a taxi. "Bye my baby boy! I will miss you!" She said, waving her hands, preventing herself from crying in front of me. "I love you Mom! Stay safe!". I said as I bid her goodbye and shut the door, closing my eyes stopping tears from falling down as I saw my mom disappearing in a distance. " I love you Mom." I whispered leaning on the window *dramatically*.
I took a deep breath in and blew out. This is for my own good, I’m gonna make her proud. I put my hands in a fist and raised it in the sky (I mean the roof of the taxi), “ I can do it! ”. I shouted, making the driver startled as he started giggling at my huge energy. I straighten myself not looking back at my home, at least to gain my sanity. When I thought I was far enough I turned around and took a quick glance to the house where my mom is. I tightened on my bag I was carrying with some of my stuff stored inside. The house looks so small from here, it was only a tiny dot, with spec of colour from my mom derco and plants outside the house.
