Drugs (Cameron Dallas)

Chapter 20

*Johanna's POV*

I woke up in a white room. I had no idea what happened, all I knew was I wasn't with or at Konrads anymore.
"Johanna?" I heard a soft voice come from the door. I turned to see a beautiful brown eyed boy.
"Yes?" I asked.
"Oh thank god you're okay! I was worried when you fell asleep on the way here! I thou-" He kept rambling on.
"I'm sorry, do I know you?" I asked politely looking at him. All the happiness drained from his face.
"Johanna, you do know me. We've been dating for 6 and a half months! You have to remember!" He ran up to my bed and grabbed my hand with tears brimming his eyes.
"Of course I do Cameron Alexander Dallas." I said grinning.
"Wait. What?" He had a confused look on his face.
"I'm just kidding Cam. I wanted to see how you would react." I giggled.
"Well that was a rude joke!" Cameron said and walked out of my room. I was worried I got him mad until he came back with Nash and Hayes. Well this is kinda awkward...
"Heeyyyyy," I said happily.
"Hey Jo." Nash and Hayes said together.
"Anyone know when I can leave?" I asked looking at the three of them trying to make conversation.
"Doctor said since you haven't been out for that long do you can leave in about a hour." Hayes said sitting on the bed beside me.
"Hey.. Uh.. Nash, Hayes can Jo and I have a couple minutes?" Cam said scratching the back of his neck.
"Sure bud." Nash said singalong Hayes towards the door. Hayes pecked me on the cheek and walked out, then Nash walked up to me and hugged me following Hayes out.

*Cameron's POV*

"What's up Cammy?" Jo said acting cute.
"First of all, wanna tell me how you were all over Hayes and then kissed Nash?" I said sitting down in one of the chairs in her room.
"Oh. Haha. About that..." She looked down trailing off.
"Jo I get you were pissed when you kissed Nash, but why Hayes? And why did he kiss your cheek before he left?" I asked leaning forward.
"Um. Well first of all that was when you first started ignoring me so he was there and he was interested, so I did it. I was only trying to get your attention Cameron. And I don't know why he did that! I'm close with the both of them so I guess they care. And Hayes is closest to my age here." Jo said looking quilty.
"Well. I should care cause I care about you and us, but I missed you. So I'll drop it." I walked over to her and say beside her on the bed.
"Well you weren't lying.." She trailed off.
"What do you mean?" I asked confused.
"Well, I did flirt with Hayes and Nash, so I was kinda cheating on you.. Again, you can leave whenever you want." Jo leaned back and looked away from me.
"Johanna Marie Ross. I don't care if you supposedly cheated on me. It was partially my fault, I ignored you. I'm in the fault here too.. I can't leave you again in your time of need." I said softly causing her to look at me.
"You're an asshole." I wasn't sure if she was joking or not. I just stared at her shocked.
"Can you please pass me some clothes?" She asked politely.
"Sure here," I passed her a tank top and shorts.
"Is this really what I wore here? It's fuckin mid winter." She took off her hospital robe and started to get dressed. I was so confused. She would never get dressed infront of me when we dated, now I think she's pissed at me and she'll completely strip like nothing happened?
"Uh Jo..." I said looking away.
"What it's not like you haven't seen me before." She said putting on the shorts still topless.
"Yeah, I'm fine with this, but I don't think they expected this..." I said pointing toward Nash and Hayes at the door.
"Fuck." Johanna looked up and covered her boobs.
"Well damn Jo." Nash said grinning and leaning on the door frame.
"Hey assface. Look away!" Hayes yelled and turned Nash away. she quickly put on the shirt and stood there awkwardly.
"Umm here, it's not too cold outside but I still care." I handed her my hoodie. She took it and put it on. On me it fits perfectly, but on Jo the sleves were way too long and only really fit around her chest. The bottom of it fell below her butt.
"Thanks Cam. Can I say something?" She asked stepping towards me but still looking down.
"Yeah," I said quietly.
"Well. Here it is. I hated you because you dropped me so easily after you made me feel safe with you. I hated you because you made me forget all the shitty parts of my past. I hated you because you made me think that you were gonna be in my future. I hated you so fucking much, because you left me for a job. Now you come in and make me feel the same damn way you did the first time. I hate you so much. You're doing exactly what I didn't want you to do. You're doing exactly what you promised you wouldn't do. I told myself that I wouldn't let this happen again, but now that it is, I dont know what to do." She blankly looked at me with hurt and determination in her face. Again I was shocked.
"What am I supposed to do? Tell you that I'm sorry. Cause I know that you know that I am. But what do you want Jo. Tell me and that will happen." I took her hands and made her look at me.
"I need time. With everything. I'll fly back down and live at my place and you'll live with Nash. I'm sorry." She said looking into my eyes.
"I understand baby." I managed to choke out. She held onto my cheeks and kissed me softly. Our foreheads were against eachother and she whispered softly.
"Just give me some time Cam.." I nodded and we walked out of the room. Nash and Hayes were arguing about something little and pointless.