°•ʏᴏᴜʀ ꜰᴀᴠᴏᴜʀɪᴛᴇ ꜰʟᴏᴡᴇʀ•° || Bakudeku || Hanahaki

🌼 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 6 🌼

-Midoriya's pov-

*beep* beep* *bee-*

I turned off my alarm. Once again I was unable to sleep. I was tired but I just couldn't stop over thinking everything. My mind kept drifting to a specific ash blonde and then to the damage he had caused. No, he wasn't the one who caused this. I am. I shook my head and sighed. It was a Saturday morning thankfully so I didn't have to worry about school. I could just rest later when sleep was willing to welcome me.

I got up and grabbed a pair of shirt and pants then walked into the bathroom. I turned on the shower and stepped in letting the ice cold water hit my skin. Some might think of it as weird but for me a cold shower was relaxing. Calming and welcoming. I tried taking my mind off of the new problem that had made it's way into my life without an invitation but nothing seemed to work. Tears made their way down my cheek as they got mixed with the water and completely disappeared.

"Love" was supposed to be beautiful. But it was completely opposite in my case. But then again I wasn't surprised. Everything that had been happening since my childhood had been negative so why did this disease hit me so hard? Why couldn't I take the impact of the hit? Why did it knock me down?

I let a few more tears slide down as I coughed a bit at the thought of "love". I stared at the crimson liquid change the water colour to a light red as it went down the drain. I quickly finished showering and wore my clothes. I picked up my phone and called my sweet mother. Oh how much I missed her. Her sweet smile. It had been a while since I visited her so I called her to ask if she was free today.

*The call*

Izuku: Hey mum! How are you?

Inko: I'm doing great sweetie! How have you been? I miss you!!

Izuku: yeah mum I miss you too! I've been fine I guess. Training has been intense lately but I'm doing well. I was wondering if you're free today?

Inko: Yeah I'm free today! Why?

Izuku: Great! I'll be there in an hour mum! Take care! I'll be spending the night.

Inko: W-wait Izuku... really?! You're coming over right now?! Okay! I'll be waiting sweetie! I'll make your favourite food! This is so nice to hear!

Izuku: *chuckle* okay mum. Take care! See you in a bit. Love you!

Inko: I love you too Izuku! Be safe on your way here!

*call ended*

-Third person pov-

A small, soft smile crept on Izuku's face as his call ended with his beloved mother. Inko had always been there for the boy. She loved him very dearly and was very protective of him. She couldn't bear seeing her little baby cry or get hurt. It broke her when she saw him cry over him being quirkless. She had been with him through his dark days and would be with him till her last breath.

The greenette slipped on his red shoes and put a baseball cap on his head. He made his way to the main lounge, not hungry as usual and decided he'd just have lunch with his mother. He texted Aizawa that he would be gone for the day and told him where be was going. As he made his way in the main lounge he saw kirishima sitting next to a certain ash blonde he recognized very well. They both were watching something on one phone and were sitting really close. This made his heart hurt.

Although he wasn't going to admit it, he was jealous. Jealous and hurt. How come Kirishima could just get close to bakugou in a span of a few months while Izuku knowing him since his childhood only got hatred in return for his feelings that were unknown to the ash blonde?

A tear made it's way down Izuku's cheek only to be roughly wiped away with the sleeve of his sweatshirt. Not even a second later the stinging pain in his chest was back. He could feel the stems making their way in the back of his throat scratching him and making it hard to breathe. He quickly rushed out of the door not caring about the glare he got from the explosive teen.

He took out his water bottle from his bag that he had brought with him and took a sip. He tried calming down his breathing and thinking of his mother instead of the teen he loved. Everything seemed to go back to normal and he was glad. He put in his earphones and played his favourite playlist as he made his way to his house.

W/c: 806

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