One step after another. I'll just keep walking.
I don't even know if I'm controlling my feet, yet they are moving forward somehow. They know where my heart wants to be. Next to my love, the meaning of my life. But HE is gone. There's no reason for me to keep breathing on this earth. I will reunite with him in the place where my love for him was awakened. The swing. OUR swing.
Am I not supposed to feel pain? Or anger? Maybe despair? Nothing at all! I am feeling numb. And yet.. I want to scream. I want to cry. There's an emptiness inside me. Only HE can fill it. That's why I'm on my way to him and no power in this world can stop me.
Why didn't they allow us to be happy? We didn't want anything from anyone! We just needed ourselves!
Was it too much what we were asking for?
The revenge. It ruined everything. How can a woman be this cruel? She's the villain of our fairytale. She destroys everything that she touches. Now, she is walking behind me and tells something. In vain. I don't even listen because I don't care. She took everything away from me. What does she want now? I will just keep walking and ignoring. I have an aim!
Miran.. The things we could have done, the moments we could have lived. They are gone. Just like YOU.
Who will look at me the way you did?
Who will care for me the way you did?
Who will hug me when I feel alone?
Who will catch me when I fall?
Aaaahh Miraaaaan, I can't live without you..
Without you.. I am feeling cold
Without you.. my body has no soul
Without you.. my eyes can't see the light
Without you..... life is a lie!!
Finally I can see the swing. Our reunion is close, my love. It's the place, where my heart started beating for you and this will be the place, where it will stop beating to be with you. I am a prisoner in my body. It stops us from being together. I need to set myself free.
Now, I am going to sit on this swing and remember all the magical moments that you gifted me. They will make me feel alive for the last time...before I end my life.
Because MIRAN YOKSA, REYYAN YOK!!!
I know you've promised to catch me when I fall..
now it's my turn to do it.
You won't be alone, my everything. I am coming to you..
YOU ARE READING
Without You
FanficWe all remember the scene when Miran was half-dead lying in that pit and Reyyan was going to the swing in a state of trance. She didn't utter a word but she certainly felt a thunder or maybe an emptiness inside her. I tried to write down what she mi...
