damien's POV
i could hear everything that was being said
everything she said broke my heart bit by bit
it hard knowing you died twice and came back to life
honestly at some point i gave up knowing theres no way i would make it out alive so i let myself go until i saw something which was the most beautiful sigh ive ever seen and i didnt want to miss out on it
it was an image of zoe in our yard playing with two twin boys
i didnt know if i could even make it but at that moment i saw my stepfather and his words to me were
" go back to your family they need you dont miss out on seeing your kids grow like i did its not your time yet get married to that girl and grow old with her live to see your grandchildren be at peace with yourself and dont let go you dont find a girl like her anywhere "
i held on to that and pulled through and now here i am again back to square one
yup still in a coma people i mean cmon cant you just free me from limbo and let me get on with my life ?
i felt the bed dip and knew it was zoe " dont scare me like that again please damien i cant bare losing you a third time its just too much " " be careful zoe you already fainted once and almost hurt yourself your lucky no harm came to the twins " i heard alex say
wait twins ?
so that image was real and everything she said but she never said the genders
" ill be more careful i promise now can you please leave i need some rest " she said and alex sigh " yea call us if anything changes " after a few seconds the door closed " they say you can hear what im saying so i guess ill sing something "
Hold me closer
Don't let me go over
Hold me closer
mm lock it away
Keep my heart at your place
Pull me closer
'Cause anytime or place I'd be your shield
When you feel
Like you ain't got the fight in you to heal
And when you're weak in defeat
I need you to know
Baby I would go to war for you
Build an army if you need me to
'Cause losing me is better than losing you
Don't you know that I would die for you
If I knew that you would make it through
'Cause losing me is better than losing you
Fast car and no breaks
You're the rush that I crave
Drive me insane
'Cause you're the air inside my lungs
Suffocating when you're gone
I'm a mess and it's all wrong without you here
Oh nothing's clear
And I need you to know
Baby I would go to war for you
Build an army if you need me to yeah
'Cause losing me is better than losing you
Don't you know that I would die for you
If I knew that you would make it through
'Cause losing me is better than losing you
It's better than losing you
You, you, losing you
Baby I would go to war for you
Build an army if you need me to yeah
'Cause losing me is better than losing you
Don't you know that I would die for you
If I knew that you would make it through
'Cause losing me is better than losing you
It's better than losing you
You, you, losing you
after that i heard nothing so i would guess she fell asleep
i tried to move my fingers which slowly but surely moved then proceeded to opening my eyes which was a little challenge but i did and the sight of her brought a painful smile to my face
she looked pale and had bags under her eyes she had her head resting on my chest trying to avoid the wires connected to me so to sum it up she looked skinnier but pregnant. just as i moved a piece of her hair out of her face she mumbled " i hope you wake up soon so i can hit you with a fucking shoe for scaring the living shit out of me " she mumbled and i couldnt but chuckle which mustve startled her because she sat up in less then a second and looked at me
im looking at her and shes looking at me
" what no welcome back to the world of the living ? " i joked only to end up slapped in the face " dont joke about that you asshole you scared the living shit out of all of us " she looked at me with tearful eyes " i thought...i thought i...i thought i lost you again damn it " i pulled her to me " shh its ok im ok " she sniffed crying on my shoulder " so twins huh " she looked at me in shock " howd you know " " i thought you knew i could hear you talking my ears off everyday except for a few days ago and i presume you got marco " she froze " what the hell damien how the fuck do you know all that " i chuckled " i heard you babe " " its impossible for you to remember all this shit " " shouldnt you be calling a nurse or doctor to let them know im awake " i smirked and she turned red in embarrassment
she reached over and grabbed a remote and pressed a button then laid back down falling asleep
a few minutes later martin walked in and stopped in his tracks he sigh in relief " glad your back from the dead that girlfriend of yours is quite the stubborn one she wouldnt leave you side no matter how many time we tell her to go home and take care of herself but she refused the only time she eats is to feed the twins but aside from that all she does is drink protein shakes and water she was a mess when you died hell she ever fainted on the jet coming back home from italy when she heard you died again " he said while checking my vitals and stuff before walking out saying " hold on to this one damien " i nodded looking at my sleeping girlfriend and sigh
my babygirl has been through alot these past months because of me and im gonna make it up to her
A/N
did yall really think i would let him die like that ? but then again whats a story without a plot twist am i right. oh and im planning on writing a sequel to this book what do yall think ?
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