Eighteen [Narry AU]

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TW: slight sexual assault and ignorance of boundaries
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Niall

It's been 3 hours since the party started and I'm on my way to piss drunk. I'm making my way towards the kitchen for another drink, wandering away from Louis and Liam (who has been babysitting the two of us).

I grab a cup and pour myself some vodka, wanting nothing more than to get white girl wasted tonight. It's my first high school party, I'm making it memorable, or not so memorable in the morning. As I'm walking out of the kitchen someone bumps into me.

"Heyyyy, watch where y-you're walkin' asshole" I slur, almost tripping over my own two feet. The man grabs my arm and smirks, pulling me into his grasp.

"You're a cute little thing huh? All alone are you? Shame, someone should be here to protect you" his voice sounds terribly creepy and disgusting, making me feel as if I could throw up right here. I feel his lips touch my neck and I start to move to get out of his arms, but damn he's strong.

"Stop, let go of me." I huff, struggling to move away from his right grasp. He ignores my words, his hands making their way down my back to grope my ass. My body freezes for a minute. I did not want my first time even being touched to be like this. I push against his chest, which only makes him tighten his grip.

"Hold still, slut" he growls lowly. I'm ready to scream at the top of my lungs before I hear a familiar voice.

"Hey! Get the fuck off of him!" Before my eyes I see Harry strutting over, sending a punch straight to the mans jaw, which knocks him off me. "Don't fucking touch him, or anyone else at this party. Get the fuck out of my house as well and don't make me make you."

His eyes are burning into the mans soul, if only looks could kill. Harry grabs my arm gently and calls for Zayn to make sure that dickhead leaves. He leads me upstairs without a word before he takes me in one of the rooms that was marked as 'do not enter'.

"Here, sit. Give me that drink, you don't want it now he could've drugged it. Here's some water, sorry it's from earlier today before the party but better than nothing, I'll be right back" he slips out of the room, shutting the door behind him.

I look around the room, my head still fuzzy from the alcohol, though I've sobered up quite a lot because of the recent event. Everything is so neat and nice, there's a bookshelf with some books, awards, and pictures on it. A small dresser in the corner with a tv on top of it, and a few posters hanging up on the walls. There's also a bathroom attached to the bedroom, which makes sense since this house is huge.

From the context clues I've been given from looking around, I assume this is Harry's room. Not at all what I expected from Harry. He seems messy, and unorganized. I guess I'm learning new things about him.

I hear the door open back up and I see Harry coming in. He has a plate with some food in his hands. "I didn't know exactly what you'd want but I thought snacks would be good help right now, and also I talked to Liam and Louis downstairs. Liam was looking for you and when I explained what happened he said he felt terrible. He offered to take you home but I told him I'd do it" he smiles softly and hands me the plate.

I stare back at him in complete confusion. I may be a little drunk still but Harry is usually not this nice to me. "Uhm- thanks- why are you being nice to me?"

"You were just assaulted at my party, do you think it would be cool to act like an asshole right now? Plus, I've been a dick to you and you didn't really deserve it. You're kinda cool and funny. I just don't know what's wrong with me-" he mutters the last part as if he's trying not to let me hear him.

"Oh, thanks.. I wasn't the nicest to you either, so I'm sorry. Thank you, a lot. For saving me. That was the most terrifying thing- I did not want to lose my first everything with some creep" I blurt out. Once I realize what I said I curse myself inwardly. I'm too stupid for my own good.

"You're a virgin?" He looks at me with wide eyes, some emotion I'm not familiar with flashed behind them for a second.

"Uh- forget I said anything I'm really drunk right now" lies. I'm not the picture of perfect sobriety at the moment but I'm no longer drunk.

"You are not. I saw you earlier with Louis when you WERE wasted. You could barely speak. You can tell me, I'll keep it a secret I promise" he makes a zipper motion over his mouth, telling me his lips were sealed.

"I'm a total virgin. Not just a virgin but like- I've never even been kissed. That guy was the first person to touch me intimately at all." I sigh, starting to eat some of the food Harry brought up.

"Are you serious? Never?" He smirks slightly "that's adorable. Like, really fucking adorable"

I groan and chuck one of Harry's pillows at him, which he just dodges and picks up off the floor. He moves and puts it back before sitting down on the bed next to me.

"Calm down, that's a compliment" he smiles, chuckling to himself. "Here I'll tell you a secret. I've never been in a relationship. Ever." He looks at his lap. "Also, I've only had sex with 2 girls"

I gape at him in shock. "What about that one girl you make out with at lunch all the time? I thought she was your girlfriend"

"No, she's been throwing herself at me since we worked at the public pool together this summer. I've made out with her because she's a great kisser, but I haven't had sex with her or asked her out. She's given me a few blowies here and there, but nothing serious. That makes me sound like such a fuckboy-" he groans, setting his hands down on his lap. "I'm not trying to lead her on, I'm doing an experiment.. I'm trying to figure out my sexuality" he mumbles

"You, you're questioning your sexuality? Why would you make out with girls to figure out your sexuality? Why not pick a guy so you get a straight answer?" I'm really dumbfounded right now. I don't even think Harry has told his friends about this.

"Because I don't know any guys willing and I'm scared. I don't know if you remember secondary school Ni, but it was hell for me. I was constantly picked on and taunted, and when I got to college I changed something about myself. The whole reason I was picked on was because in year 7 i told one of my old best friends that I thought I might be gay, and he told everyone. It was awful, so I forced myself to like girls, kiss them, do things with them. I closed my eyes and pretended it was like Channing Tatum or Zac Efron or some other attractive guy." he shakes his head, chuckling sadly.

"Har- I'm sorry.. I vaguely remember that time.. everyone had given me a break and moved on to someone else so I didn't think much about who it was, I was just trying to stay out of their field of vision and hope they didn't remember me. Most of them don't care anymore, they gave up on that bullshit years ago. Plus the only openly gay kids in school are me, Louis, and Liam. And nobody would mess with Liam, even though he's not particularly violent, he looks like the guy who'd punch you into a coma" I place my hand on Harry's back to comfort him. He glanced at me and smiled softly.

And idea popped into my head, one that I would probably regret but I still had a slight buzz and my impulses kicked in.

"I can help you, figure it out I mean." I say before my brain can even process what it's doing. Before Harry has the chance to even reply, I'm grabbing his face gently and pressing my lips against his.

His body freezes, so I pull away. I'm extremely embarrassed to say the absolute least. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I'm stupid- I'll walk home" I get up quickly, making my way towards the door when I feel his hand grab my wrist, pulling me back around and cupping my cheeks.

This time he kisses me, and I'm quick to respond. It's a simple kiss like before, but without the awkwardness since we're BOTH kissing. He pulls away and stares at me,

"You gave up your first kiss for me- it would've been awfully rude if I didn't kiss back at all." He smiles cheekily "but now I have a problem, because I'm definitely gay"
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OKAY OKAY THIS WAS SO EXCITING TO WRITE ALSO I WROTE IT ALL IN AN HOUR SO IF IT SEEMS RUSHED OR BAD IM SORRY I WAS EXCITED

Narry's first kiss, and Niall's.

Harry figuring things out but it might not just be t h a t easy for Narry..

Love you guys!
-Syd