I feel like I wanna go somewhere—somewhere in the world— to the world where I belong.
I really want adventure right now!
I want to discover something or let me say a new world—a new place—where no one has never seen before.
Where bad became good and the good one became evil. So that everyone will experience what they don't experience in their entire life.
Hmmm how to get there? To the world where I belong?
The only portal is the clouds, when the turned into dark you just have to close your eyes and whispered this phrase "TO THE WORLD WHERE I BELONG,"—and when you open your eyes—
Taaaadaaaaaaa
You already there.
No one will ever knew you on that place except to yourself and you are free to do the things you really want to do except killing.
If you want to kill someone better to kill yourself so that everyone will gonna love you.
I was there.
Someone told me about that place.
One day I was in my deep sleep and I was awakened by a big thunder roar and a lightning.
So I go outside with no fear. It's all dark.
Only thunder and lightning gives noice and light to that dark and quiet place.
I whispered,"To the place where I belong."
Everything seems so silent.
I heard footsteps so I began to open my eyes.
"Welcome to the world where you belong," a man came to me.
"Who are you?" I asked him calmly. "Where am I?" I added.
"This is your place—your home,” he answered.
"My home? My place? You called it a HOME?" I confusedly asked him and I began to look around me.
"Yes! You can't feel any sadness. You don't have to be alone. We're here as your family," he said.
"Family?! No you're not! You cannot call someone as your family if you are alone! Family was composed of father and mother and their offspring. So I can't call you as a family," I shouted.
"Before you disagree, can I ask you a question? First, if you have your family then where are your parents—your brothers—and sisters? When you are alone I was there by your side. I made you happy. I made you smile just to get over your sadness. You wished for me. You said you want happiness so I'm here. Wished granted," he then explained with smile oh his lips.
I still confused but then I was convinced.
"Okay! Okay! I'll go with you," since nothing good happened to me when I was there—to the world that full of sadness, problems and pains.
He then showed me seven rooms.
The first room was Wrath. I saw a lot of people there. They are happy while others are suffering.
The second room was Sloth. I saw a lot of people lying on their beds all-day, sleeping, holding their phones but suffers in hunger.
The third room was Avarice. They are happy and they doesn't even care to the people around them even when their happiness is a sacrifice to someone else.
The fourth room was Gluttony. Maybe I will choose this room later because nothing else they can do but eating while killing.
The fifth room was Envy. The people of this room convincing me to enter and join their squad. For what?
The sixth room was Lust. I don't have the courage to open that room. I don't want to see what's inside but I have to and I need to. I saw my mom there and she's trying to get my hands. So I close the door before she finally grabbed me.
The last room was the Pride. The last room. I got so nervous when I touched the door. I heard a voice that was familiar to me. She was screaming in pain. I think she needs my help. Something inside me wanna help who's inside there.
A man hold my shoulder.
"Once you choose that room there's no chance of turning back. Good luck," he said sarcastically.
I just ignore him and began to open the door.
I saw myself there. Trying to hang with a rope on my neck. No it can't be!
I thought this is the world of happiness, then why people suffer? Why people committing sins? Does it mean committing sins is the only way to make people happy?
Why I was in this room?
Pride? It's all about pride.
I was surrounded by darkness. I see none except to myself.
I saw myself hanging on their with a thick rope on my neck.
So I began to scream and shout.
Trying to call my mom and dad. Trying to ask help with them.
I just really trying to untie myself but I can't.
I felt that someone shaking and tapping my shoulder.
It was them sitting right beside me. My mom, dad, Ricky and Shiela.
When I'm in my awareness I hug them so tight.
I asked forgiveness. I told everything about my pain everytime they're ignoring me.
One thing I learned in my nightmare, that I don't belong to anyone else, to someone else, to somewhere else but I belong to my family. I don't have to rebel. Problems can be solved if you have your family, just talk to them.
Take time, spend your time with them not with gadgets nor any other things that can los your communications to them.
Thank you mga belabs :")
