Radiodust oneshots

First burn

The fires blazed in the fireplace, Angel's once pink bright replaced with an ugly pink almost lifeless color. The fire illuminated Angel's face showing all his features, from his beautifully combed carefully hair to his lips that were rid of any lipstick.

Alastor walked into the room where Angel was located and allowed his smile to drop, it hurt to see Angel so broken especially by his own hands.
Angel scanned through a small portion of the letters that Alastor had given him all throughout their entire relationship a single stray tear rolled down his cheek and landed on the paper damping the spot where the word "love" was written. Angel brought up his arm the wipe his face of any other tears that threatened to fall as well.

Angel thumb grazed the handwritten paper and slowly stood up his pale pink dress moved along with angel. Alastor walked away from the door frame and walked into the room trying to reach out for angel.

I saved every letter you wrote me

From the moment I saw you I knew you were mine, you said you were mine, I thought you were mine

Angel let the tears drop freely now and Alastor's hand halted in his movement before letting drop to his side, his eyes watched Angels every movement and watched him walk to a picture of their family and ran his hand across it before stopping when it reached Alastor and dug his hand into the picture

Do you know what Molly said when I told her what you've done

He tore the picture apart well more specifically tore Alastor letting the scraps from the picture fall and Alastor's eyes began to water and his mouth went dry and tried to swallow feeling the lump in his throat and the pain in his chest

She said "you've married an Icuras, he has flown too close to the sun"

The lump in Alastor throat swelled and tightened almost not allowing him the breath, his beautiful Angel broken in pieces from his wrong doing and sin. Alastor's ears were pinned back and black tears welled up in his eyes at a simple action but that action hit Alastor and made him feel even more guilt, Alastor attempted to reach out for his Angel only for Angel to sharply turn and glare at him with a gaze that said he wouldn't be forgiven so easily and can he blame him.

Don't take another step in my direction

I can't be trusted around you

Don't think you can talk your way into my arms, into my arms

Angel yanked at his hair in frustration and sharply glared at Alastor. Alastor quickly withdrew his hand and brought it back to his side and watched Angel pace the floor, Alastor's eyes were fixed on the spider and frowned for the first time in a century. It hurt Alastor like he was an insect crushed under the heel of a cruel human but I guess in this setting Alastor is the cruel human. Angel walked over to the box that contained almost all of this letters he has written Angel. He opens the lid and took a pile of papers out.