I honestly don't know what I am doing, am I really drawing or is this just something to pass the time? I wanna get serious and choose a path based on artistic skills but seeing the way I draw right now and looking at my art makes me feel miserable and realize just how fucking shitty my art is. I'm trying to improve and giving my best effort to it, but I see no result. I'm trying too hard and spend too much time on it even though I see no change in the way I draw.
I regret getting into drawing in the first place, I wish I was good enough in something else, but then again I'm not good enough in anything other than just scribbling shit on a piece of paper.
