Would You Save Me?

Many Years Ago.

*Alright this is the first chapter to my new fan-fiction "Would You Save Me?" Let me know if it's good or not if you don't like it please be honest and I will stop writing it I just really hope it's not bad and that you guys like it here we go.

Ashley Anderson
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They told me we were going to get ice cream they said they would be right back but they left they did keep their promise now I'm here sitting in this stupid place *flashback*
"Ashley daddy and me are going to go get you some ice cream okay?" "Okay" as they started to walk away I screamed "i want vanilla!" everyone laughed a waiter walked up to the table my parents sat me at and handed me a coloring book.

I started scribbling in all the crazy coloring pages I looked up to see if my parents were coming they weren't in line anymore I walked up to the counter and asked the cashier "where's my mommy" she looked at me sadness in her eyes "they left" I started crying and sniffling like a little girl who didn't get the doll she wanted then the cashier closed up the ice cream shop put me in the back of her car and we drove off.

I started out the window thinking the moon was following the car when it came to a stop in front of a stone building she held me hand as we walked through the door and to the front desk. *end of flashback* and I've been here every since....why did my parents leave me there? Was I annoying? Was I not the perfect daughter? Was I a mistake? i looked at the scars on my arms knowign the causes of some of them are fromt he thougts i was havning at this moment i felt like i deserved it my thoughts were interrupted by a car horn honking.

I looked out the broken window It was my friend Nina picking me up for school I jumped off the place I always sat on the window pane in my room to run out to my friend Nina's white Jeep it was silence the whole car ride once we got out of the car we dashed to our lockers hoping we wouldn't be late for history class because out teacher Mr.Hopkins was always really bugging people about being late we ran into Mr.Hopkins classroom the bell rang just as we sat down then I heard someone whisper in my ear "hey slut what guy did you get in bed this weekend" it was Carly she was a total bitch like not just a bitch like 'the bitch' "no-one" I said through my teeth trying to scream in her face "oh my bad i fotgto no one would want such an ugly worthless piece of shit like you would they?'

i had had enough Mr.Hopkins was in the middle of talking about a boring subject as usual no onewas interested in i started running out he started yelling at me to come back but i didnt i kept running i was fed up with everyone treating me like shit tears slid down my face so i had to leave so i kept running until i was out of breath by then i was three blocks away from my school i would probably get in trouble for this but i didnt care even thougth i was out of breath i kept running down the empty street then i ran into something i opened up my eyes to see the one and only Harry Styles standing there infront of me he helped me up "oh my gosh im so sorry love are you okay?" he looked into my eyes and saw the tears "whats wrong love?" i didnt say anything i just looked into his beautiful green eyes that were taking my breath and the face that made the pain hurt less " my flat is only a block away do you want to just chill out there?"

i just nodded he put his arm around my waist and we walked to his flat he unlocked his door his arm stil around me not letting go we sat down on the couch Harry then broke the silence "i never got your name by the way" "Ashley" i choked out still crying he had a sorried expression on his face "what's wrong love?" "its a long story.." it took a mintue then he replied with the cutest smirk on his face "ive got lots of time" "okay i guess ill tell you even though i just met you but.." I swallowed feeling a lump in my throat because i was about to tell this guy everything "it started out when i was younger my parents told me we were going out to get some ice cream they went to get in line and.." i started laughing a little quite laugh rememebr how loud i was when i was younger " i yelled "i want vanilla!!" and they smiled at me and a waiter walked up to the booth my parents sat me at with a coloring book i sat there and colored for a while i looked up to see where my parents were they werent in line they hadnt came back they left adn i have been livivng in an orphanage since that day i always wondered what i did was not good enough? was i not the perfect daughter? i guess i was used to beign alone no mom to care about me adn do mother ddaughter things with....i always have wondered what it was like to have a mother someone to always be there for me i havent had that many people to care then i went into first grade i met this girl named Nina she i now my best friend my only friend really i was in the 8th grade adn people started being really mean to me i couldnt walk down the halls without people eyeing me down and saying i was ugly or that i was a slut lets just say it wasnt the easy life....it still isnt." i was on the verge of crying it held it in why i started talking about this i started to cry i didnt care i just let it all out "then i...i....it went to far to the point where i couldnt take it..." i start to cry harder i then looked at my wrists and then he looked down and saw what i was lookiing at this was the first time i looked at Harry since i started to tell him my story he had tears brimming his eyes then he let the tears fall freely"then thisisnow in 10th grade i had a boyfriend of 1 years his name was James i loved him with all my heart and i thought he cared about me too but he didnt one night he went out with his friends and i was staying at his house at the time thinking instead of having to stay at the orphanage he can home from a party he was drunk he kept yelling at me and i yelled back then i regreted it after i did he started beating me i didnt tell anyone becasue i thought he loved me then i left and went back and now im in 12th grade and the reason i was running and crying and bumped into you today was because this girl Carly was one of the girls who have been being mean to me for forever she pushed me over the edge today" I waited a few moments then Harry replied "what did she say if it doesnt bug you to tell me" "i walked into class sat down she asked me what guy i got into bed with me this weekend i told her no-one then she said that no wonder i didnt get anyone in bed because i was to big of a ugly worthless slut for anyone to care or love me and she said i deserved to die"