When i had you

Carries pov

I slowly walked by Kota's room to see Luke and Katie by the door sitting on the floor. "How long?" I asked taking a sit next to them.

"Three and half hours." Luke and Katie said.

"Wow." was all I said. we sat there for another hour. When her door opened.

"How is she Mikey?" Luke asked.

"She's sleeping" Michael said.

" I fucking knew you guys would do something like this! And what do I do let you fucking in away." Katie hissed at the boys.

"Hey this is not all our fault!" Luke hissed back.

"Not your fault my ass, are you really that fucking blind! Because of one of you, me best friend is fucking heart broken, and won't stop crying!" Katie said rising her voice a little.

"Hey! She our best friend too you know." Michael said getting into the conversation.

"Some friend, you can't even protect her from your so called band mate, and friend Ashton!" Katie yelled this time.

"Hey! Everything was going great until Carrie invited us to that party." Luke yelled.

"How was I gonna know ashton was gonna get drunk, than run off to sleep with some slut! I hissed.

"It's a god damn party for crying out loud! Everyone knows Ashton is an animal when he party's! Michael yelled at me. Soon it turn into a screaming war. than I the next I know is Kat jump on Luke bring him down she than started pulling on his shirt, as Michael and I were still screaming and yelling at each other.

"Guys? Guys. Guys! GUYS!!!" Calum yelled at us. we stop and looked at him. "Are you people really fighting?!"

"Yes." we all said.

"Do you really think that's a good idea? I mean Kota has been though so much and now your gonna fight and make it ten times worst." Calum yelled at all of us. "look Carrie it's not your fault, you didn't know Ashton was gonna do that. and Michael and Luke is not our fault Ashton was being a shit head. And Katie, I know you don't like us and what Ashton did was not forgivable, but you can't go around blaming us for his mistake." Calum said.

"Dude when did you become so wise?" I asked.

"Just now" he told me. soon Kota door open showing up and red puffy eyed Kota.

"What's going on here?" She asked looking at Luke and Katie who were still on the floor with Katie on top of Luke.

"Um, let's just say we had a little disagree meant..." Luke said, as Katie got of him.

"Okayyy?" She said.

"How are you feeling?" Michael asked pulling her into a hug.

"Like shit, but I'll be okay." she said burring her head into his chest. "Can I go see my aunt?" She asked.

"Yeah, we can all go if you want?" Calum asked.

"No, it's cool. I can go by myself." she said.

"Can you please take someone with you?" I asked.

"Okay than who wants to go?" She said.

"I'll go" Michael said.

"Me too, I love seeing aunt Lily!!" I cheered.

"Okay, thank you" she said hugging Michael tighter. A part of me wanted to rip her arms off for hugging Michael like that. but than I realized I had no chance with him and I knew she was going though a bad time and plus before the boys left it was Michael or Ashton who would make her feel better when she was sad or pissed. I sighed, swallowing my anger, and jealous. I we walked out to her car. "Can you drive, Cherry?" Kota asked. Cherry was my nickname Kota gave me, she loved it, I hated it.

"Of course." I smiled. I opened the car door and slid in the driver sit. Kota sat in the shot gun seat, as Michael went into the back. I drove to the hospital for cancer people. I parked Kota's car, and got out.

"Why are we here?" Mike asked.

"Aunt Lily got cancer about a mouth after you guys left." I told him.

"Oh" was all he said. We walked in and made our way to the elevator. Kota pressed the 2nd floor Botton. Michael grabbed her hand and held it, she looked up and smiled at him. ugh. I wanna to kill her so bad. No Carrie she's your best friend her ex just cheated on her, and we are going to see her dying aunt. We walked out and they were still hand holding. -.- kill me.
We walked to the front desk.

"Lily Rails" Kota said taking her other arm to hold Michael's forearm. omg!! If looks could kill she be dead.