The Forgotten Friend

0.8

This is my lock screen and I just love it. Like him and his mic stand🤗🤗🤗

0.8-Choosing Songs

Cara

I woke up and it was like 6 in the morning but I couldn't fall back asleep. I went to the kitchen and got an granola bar. While I was eating Harry walked in. "Why are you up at six." "I couldn't fall back asleep." I answer. He shrugged and got a swig of orange juice. "I have a question Cara how are you single I mean your pretty, smart, and sassy." "Well I wasn't but someone cheated on me and that someone got me through a lot I guess." I answered him. "Why would someone cheat?" He asked. "I didn't want to have sex but Conor did." I answer tearing up a little. "What a prick" Harry said and came and hugged me.

Niall walked in and coughed loudly. "What the fuck Styles." He said in his morning voice. "He asked how I was single and I told him about Conor," I told Niall. Niall shrugged and grabbed the OJ from Harry and took a drink.

An hour later and everyone was up except Zayn. Today I was choosing more songs while the boys had a day off. Niall said they would probably go to a club later.

It was now 11:00 and I was really stressed. I was by myself because the boys went for a walk. I started to have a small anxiety attack. It was getting hard to breath, like I felt like I was choking. I started feeling claustrophobic. I went to the kitchen and out of the small office. I went in to the kitchen and in walked the boys. Niall saw me on the ground and ran over too me. "Cara are you ok?" He asked panically. I shook my head and he yelled at Harry to get my inhaler. He got and it took a minute to calm down.

I calmed down and I was in me and Nialls room on the bed. I was still really stressed and didn't want to talk. They kept asking what was wrong before I snapped at all of them. "I just feel fucking stressed ok." I yelled at them. Niall came and gave me a hug. He knew that wasn't really what it was. He somehow new that me talking about Conor this morning already ruined my day. "I know you're not really stressed I know it was talking about Conor and what he did to you that triggered and being stressed." He told me in a calm soothing voice. I nodded and hugged him harder. 

It was the next day and Niall was helping me choose some songs. Simon said I need at least 12. I have 3 I just need 9 more. "This one looks cool," Niall said. I looked to see what he was talking about and it was Honeymoon Avenue. We decide to stop for a break and go get some brunch. We came into the kitchen and Harry was making brunch. "Hey guys how was song choosing?" Louis asked. "Good I chose another song" I answered. "What's it called" he asked. "Honeymoon Avenue," Niall answered for me. We had our brunch and went back to choosing song. I got 4 more songs. So now I have 8 and I need 4 more. The songs I chose are The Way, Call Me Maybe, Royals, All Night Long. Niall said Simon will like the variations of songs and how I have a range of what I write and sing. That night we had a pizza I made homade pizza for dinner. We watched Camp Rock because it's an awesome movie. And sue me because I like Disney. We all fell asleep in the couch and had an overall good day.

I hope you don't think it's really cringy. And sry if it is.

What's your favorite sassy thing Louis has said. Mine is probably "Niall the bad boy give it a rest Niall the church boy more like."

Have a good day and TPWK-Kinley🥀🦋🤠