The Princess - Kim Taehyung fanfic

How Love Feels -2

"Tae?. Taehyung!. KIM TAEHYUNG!." Jungkook screamed near Taehyung's ear waking him up from his chain of thoughts about Y/n being his love. "What happened Tae?. I have been calling you for the past 120 seconds. You were spacing out. What's bothering you bro?." Jungkook asked Tae. Truly concerned due to the way how his friend is behaving.

"Nothing. Just thinking about what Jiminie told me right now." Tae decided that it will be better to keep it a secret for now. He really needed to talk to his Eomma hyung.

Just then a message dinged in their phones. From their group chat.

SpRiTe AnD SuGa🌻:
Guys, I think I just saw Kim Y/n here in the drinks section. She had big bottles of Sprite and Coke in her hands. But her dress is changed.

World Wide Hansome Eomma💖:
What?!. You must be imagining it.

Min Devil🔪:
Are you sure you saw her?. Cause I didn't see her here.

Cookie bunny🍪🐇:
Hyung are you sure that you are not seeing things?. She must be in school right now.

TaLlEr ThAn YeOnTaN💓:
Hyung did you hit your head somewhere?. Tell me hyung.

Gucci Master💎:
Hyung are you getting delusional?.

KiNg Of CrAbS🦀:
Guys, I just saw her too. She has a lot of snacks and drinks in her hands. Hobi as she wearing a white top with denim shorts?. (I don't know it that is what it is called.)

SpRiTe AnD SuGa🌻:
Yep. She was wearing that. See I told you all dumbshits that I wasn't delusional.

Just then Taehyung saw her too. She was walking..no limping down the asile with hands full of snacks and drinks. Not only Sprite and Coke, there were Big bottles of Pepsi, Miranda, Mountain dew etc. It looked like she was waiting for someone to come. She looked like she might fall at any time now. He nudged Jungkook's thick and muscled arm and mentioned him to look at the thin figure struggling with all the things she was holding.

Cookie bunny🍪🐇:
Hyung I saw her too. She is at the snacks section. And with a ton of food.
Hobi hyung you are right. She seems like she is struggling with all the food in her hands. Sorry for not believing you.

Jimin too looked at the side and saw her. It was as clear as daylight that she was struggling. Her knees were shaking a little. And the bruise on her shin was a red colour.

"Jimin I think we should help her. She looks like she might fall at any moment now." Tae said with a little bit of worry in his voice. At the same time there was a came a new message into their phones.

World Wide Hansome Eomma💖:
Then what in the hell are you waiting for. Go and help her you dumbasses.

The three guys ran towards the nearly falling girl and Taehyung having the longest legs among them reached her first as she was about to fall. He caught her in his arms. She fitted perfectly in his arms. Jimin and Jungkook came seconds later and they took some of the heavy bottles of drinks and some packets of snacks from her hands. That's when the guys noticed the small glass bottle of Mirinda in her hand.
Y/n pov:
I finished picking the snacks and went to the drinks section and got many drinks for all of us. And I was walking back to the snacks section. When I passed by the Grocery section I think I saw someone who looked familiar to me. Someone who looked like Jin. But I brushed the thought away and walked back to the snacks section. But on the way I accidentally hit my bruised knee on the leg of a table and my waist on the edge of that fucking table which was a little pushed outwards. Thank god that the edge was not sharp. It would have hurt like hell. And right then my mind decided that it was time to bring the pain from all of my new wounds back along with the pain from my waist. My shin and knees started to hurt badly. My wrist was pressed against one of the cold bottles and it was kinda numb. So it didn't hurt as bad as my knees did. I had already reached the snacks asile. But there was no sign of Xio there. It was starting to hurt more and more as each second passed. It felt like eternity for me. I could feel my knees shake, the strength leaving my body slowly and slowly. And still no sign of Xio.

'Where the fuck are you Xio?. Come fast man. I am struggling here.' I thought in my mind.

Still no sign of Xio.

'No Y/n you are strong. If will soon go away. Don't fall.' I was thinkg and encouraging myself to hold on for a little more longer. You guys must be thinking 'why the fuck isn't she putting anything down.' It was not like I didn't want to put it down. It was because of the reason that my whole hands were filled with things that were depending on the other things for staying still. If I drop one thing the things above it will surely fall and some of then may break. Like the small glass bottle of Mirinda that I took to drink on the way home. So I can't do that. And it will cause more problems. So I stayed like that. Struggling to hold them all.

That's it. I lost the last bit of my strength. I was falling. I braced myself for the impact. But I felt nothing, other than the two pair of strong arms around my body. And someone taking the bottles and snacks from my hand.
That's when I to see the person who was holding me. He looked at me with a boxy smile.

"Are you all right?." Taehyung asked me. Behind him his two friends. One of them the person whom I prayed to god the I would never meet. Jimin and Jungkook. But this time Jimin and Jungkook had a small smile on their faces. I nodded as a response.

"Oh Y/n, are you ok?. The guys texted me that they saw you here. Why are yoh here aren't you supposed to be at school studying?." There was another voice. This time from behind me. I turned back to come in face to face with Jin and Namjoon.
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Hi guys. I am back, at 10:40 pm,. I had some dosche bags and shits called cousins to take care of. Those shitheads said bad about the boys and said that they were like girls and they don't know how to sing and all. That their rap and songs are nothing but shits. That the rap songs in my mother tongue, Malayalam, are much better and harder than the guy's. They even told that the singers and rappers who rap in Malayalam are awesome and they are the ones who deserve awards, ont our guys.
What do those shitheads know about the boys?. Do they know how much they suffered, worked and how much they sacrificed for this. They deserve this and the whole universe for their works. Do my fucking cousins know how many lives they made better. How many people they helped?. So I did something that even I didn't think that I could do. I beat them up. Even my elder brothers. Shit. That was so crazy. But I don't feel bad. They were discriminating me because I don't like what they like. It is my life you dipshits, I live however I want. You are not the ones who control me. I am not a fucking dog or your slave or a doll to do everything that you say or to live by your rules. You are not the one who is giving me money to buy things or the one who gave birt to me. My parents are. If they say I will do whatever theg want. So. Fuck off. I don't care what you say.
Whew.... That felt good. Now guys listen. YOU ARE YOU. NO ONE OWNS YOU. IF THEY ACT LIKE THEY DO. JUST DON'T MIND THEM. YOU DON'T HAVE TO CHANGE FOR ANYONE BUT YOURSELF. LISTEN TO YOUR HEART. DON'T JUST DON'T LET A FUCKING NEGATIVE COMMENT TO GET INTO YOUR HEAD AND MESS UP YOUR MINDSET. IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU WANT TO TALK JUST TALK TO THE ONE WHOM YOU LOVE AND TRUST THE MOST.
Let me tell you something. Last night I was really down and I the thoughts that I had during my hard times came back to me. My head just kept on telling me that I am worthless, a waste of space and money. I am just shit. That no one loves me. On one cares about me or how I feel. Like no one would even notice or care if I was gone. And the only thing in my whole mind was to go to the kitchen, take a knife and end my life. I had done it once. But I failed. I had cut my wrist with a sharp ended knife and tried to take my life. Last night I felt the same. To just kill myself and I nearly did. But then I thought about my mom. How she would feel if I was gone. She loved me a lot. She would have gone mad. So I decided to fight the urge to kill myself and cried myself to sleep. When I woke up the next day I knew that I had succeeded. I understood that I am not worthless. That I can do something. For the first time I felt proud of myself. Loves,please don't do the stupidity that I did. I love you all. Don't hurt yourself. My mom doesn't even know about this thing. You are the first person I am telling this to. I trust you. Take care. You are always loved. Never think that you are alone.