Best Friends: Forever and Always

Trying To Move On

Aria's P.O.V

I woke up with strong arms around my waist and I was hoping it was Andy and everything was just a bad dream. But they weren't , I looked up to see a sleeping Oliver and everything came back to me. Last night. The kiss. I wanted to smile that Oliver loved me like I loved him for so many years, but the pain of losing Andy was too much and I began to cry again. As I felt Oliver begin to stir in his sleep I mentally slapped myself for waking him and trying to hide my tears but it didn't do shit since my eyes were still red and puffy. "Hey Ari what's wrong? Oh no it's my fault isn't it? Damn it I knew I shouldn't have kissed you!!" " Olipop calm down. Remember I kissed you not the other way around."

A small smile crept onto his face but as soon as it appeared it was changed with a look of confusion. "Then why are you crying Aribear?" The thought brought tears to my eyes again. "It's just I thought you were Andy when I woke up." I felt terrible saying it but it was true. What made it worse was the look of disappointment that was in his eyes. "Oh." I wanted to take it back but I couldn't. "He isn't coming back is he?" I looked at him and he just sat there for a moment.

Oliver's P.O.V

I just sat there thinking of what to say but before I could even think my lips were already moving "Maybe it's for the best Ari. Maybe you weren't supposed to be with him. Maybe you're supposed to be with me..." She looked at me then she simply replied, "You know Olipop for a guy who supposed to be gay you seem pretty into me." she finished with a laugh, and I couldn't help but laugh to. I was supposed to be gay, but this girl changed that. How the fuck??

"Ari I have no idea how you did this but you made me reconsider." I laughed again and she laughed even more. I missed her laugh. "Hmm this just gave me major bragging rights." "That it does Ari, that it does." What is she doing to me? "I need to do something." she said as she got out of bed. I was disappointed at her getting up but I still managed to ask why. "I need to text Andy." a mix of emotions came flooding in, anger, frustration, disappointment, ect. "Olipop I need to tell him it's over." Did I just hear that right?

Aria's P.O.V

"Olipop I need to tell him it's over." as soon as the words left my mouth I wanted to cry all over again. I know it's been weeks but I still loved him. I dialled his number for the last time hoping he'd answer and save me this pain, but to my disappointment he didn't. "Hey Andy it's been weeks now and I can't keep hurting myself like this. I've tried everything I could to talk to you. To get answers to why you left but you didn't answer one fucking time and I can't do this anymore. I see you making videos and it breaks my heart every second knowing you had time for that but not give me an explanation. I'd do anything for you, hell I'd die for you if it came down to it. Yet that must not mean anything to you. I love you with all I have and I may always will but I can't keep hurting myself like this I need to move on but in order to do that I need to let go..."

Oliver's P.O.V

When she hung up she began to cry even more and I just want to help her. I swear Ari I will never hurt you like this. I will always be here. I love you too much to let go.

Andy's P.O.V

"Hey Andy it's been weeks now and I can't keep hurting myself like this. I've tried everything I could to talk to you. To get answers to why you left but you didn't answer one fucking time and I can't do this anymore. I see you making videos and it breaks my heart every second knowing you had time for that but not give me an explanation. I'd do anything for you, hell I'd die for you if it came down to it. Yet that must not mean anything to you. I love you with all I have and I may always will but I can't keep hurting myself like this I need to move on but in order to do that I need to let go..." As soon as it ended I was in tears too. I really fucked up and I lost the best thing in my life. I loved her so much and I did this to her. I'm a fucking idiot. I don't deserve her. I will always hate myself for this. I wish I could take it all back. I had something special, something real and I threw it away over stupid jealousy. "I'm so sorry Aria..."

W.N- Hey I'm so sorry for the supper late update but stupid school has been in the way. Anyway if anyone actually bothers to read this leave a comment and I'll continue to write but if not I'll just stop. No point on wasting time for nothing right? I won't delete the book in case somewhere in the future someone might actually like this so if you are from the future and you like comment and I'll start writing again xDD