Chapter: 1

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Bold= Action

Regular= talking

italic= Thinking 

Underlined= A/n

~Atsumu's p.o.v~

So this is it? I've lived a life full of nothing but pain and heartbreak... 

I'm just gonna give up...

I'm tired of living like this...

living in the shadow of my brother!

Being rejected by my family...

Being told that "I'm fine"

I can't take it anymore...

"Atsumu... what are you thinking about?" I turn to see Kita, we were in the middle of practice, I guess I kind of spaced out...

"Sorry Kita!" I apologized as I went back to practice.

Its sad to think that the last thing I'm gonna do is practice for something I'm not even gonna be able to continue..

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After practice I started walking home..

"What a beautiful night..." 

Such a same I have to die today...

I walked up to my room and looked at the knife I have used more than I probably should have.

I walked over to my desk and pulled out a piece of lined paper.

~Atsumu's Note~

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Dear people who pretended to be here for me, 

Osamu, You were a huge jerk, but I'm glad you were my brother...I wouldn't have wanted anyone else to be my twin.

Kita, I'm sorry I always got on you're nerves at practice.... I got really distracted today because today was the day I Atsumu Miya Decided to commit and take my own life.

Suna- You were ok, Other than the fact you liked to take pictures of me and 'Samu fighting -.- Good luck with your relationship with my brother!

Mom, dad, I'm sorry I was a disappointment... I already know you won't miss me... if it makes you feel any better, I've been planning this for a longggggggg time, I just finally gathered up enough pain to convince myself to do it!

I love you all! Not in a romantic sort of way- but as in a family type of way -Lots of love, The better twin ;}

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I was about to leave when I turned around and saw Suna, he was reading what I wrote.

His eyes widened and he looked like he was gonna cry...

"Atsumu..." I looked at him and then the note... "Tell Osamu that I'll miss him.." I smiled and ran out of the house, "ATSUMU!" I heard Suna screaming my name in the distance.

I ran to an unknown location.

Where am I?

I heard people talking behind me..

"Hey! who are you and how did you get here!?"

I turn around to see a man with brown hair and blue eyes, he was quite short too. I looked at the person standing next to him, He had black hair and was wearing a mask. 

" If you don't state your name and why you're here we'll have no choice but to kill you!" I looked at him one last time, " I got lost while running away from my brother's boyfriend."

The short male looked at me with a confused look, "Why were you running away from your brother's boyfriend?" I looked at the male with the light brown hair and smiled, "he was trying to stop me from doing something I've been waiting forever to do."

"What would that be?" The male with the black hair finally spoke, " All I've ever really wanted was...To leave this cruel world, I've been hurt by too many people, I'm tired of being used. being seen as nothing but someone that could easily be replaced. I can't take living another day, I've grown up alone, and afraid of losing things I've never even had. I guess I'm also tired of coming in second, went it comes to my brother. I just want it all to end..." I smiled one last time, Only to look back at their faces. They both have a shocked expression....

"Sorry for wasting yer time.. I guess I'll just-" The brown haired male interrupted me, " My cousin and I still can't let you leave... how  do we know that wasn't just a lie?" I looked at my feet and then back at them.... "Fine then kill me right here and now." They both looked shocked.... "W-who hurt you-" I blinked, " My mom my dad, my twin brother, my team, my-" I was cut off by the strange male with the mask on, "Shut up. we aren't gonna kill you... yet anyways... you could be of use to us.." I sighed, "It'll just be easier if you kill me, so I don't get in yer way-"

"No. Now lets go." The male with the black curly hair motioned for me to follow him, so I did. 

I wonder where were going....

T.B.C

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