count on me┃jaeyong

⌜ forty one ⌟

when i tell you that anything is possible in chogiverse, i meant it. may it be in a good way, or bad way 😔

he has been really thinking about it, jaehyun wanted to find out for himself if the decision he is going to make is worth it in the end. well, technically it is. he's going to save a life, and not to mention, it's taeyong's. he didn't know when it started and how it started, but all he knew is that— this man right here, lee taeyong, is someone so important to him, so dear to him, someone whom he can't live without. he wished he was exaggerating it, but he's not.

jaehyun can't honestly imagine a world without him.

but the question that lingered inside his head made him think thoroughly of his choices in life, would taeyong be able to live without him?

❝jaehyun?❞ a voice called him out, but his attention was no where near being caught by it.

thinking about it, he has his mother, he has his mark, and there's no way he would be able to leave mark behind. that kid would curse at him even on his grave if he does so. but then again, taeyong has been suffering for too long, and jaehyun had lived a comfortable life. sure, taeyong would always show that he is contented with what he has right now, but jaehyun knew that deep inside, the older wanted to be normal. he wants to run around, he wants to get overboard with his emotions, and he definitely didn't want to be a burden to anyone.

then, here we have jaehyun, just wanting to see him happy.

❝you're making me upset,❞ a pout was shown on the older's face as he was ignored for the nth time already. ❝talk to me.❞ 

it didn't take long for jaehyun to snap out of it and turn his eyes on to the patient right beside him, sitting down on the bed. ❝hm?❞

❝what's your reason for coming here?❞ taeyong asked, putting the sketchbook down on his lap.

❝to accompany you, what else?❞ jaehyun answered, lifting a hand and fixing the male's disheveled hair. ❝i insisted for your mom to be with mine at home and since classes were cancelled, i wanted to be here with you.❞

❝well, you are here..❞ taeyong took his hand and caressed it softly with his thumb, his innocent eyes staring at the younger, knowing that it had an effect on him. ❝but you're not talking to me.❞

❝i'm sorry,❞ just noticing his actions, jaehyun heaved out a sigh. ❝a lot has been going on in my head.❞

❝is it school?❞ and speaking about it, taeyong just began missing his own institution. the facilities and classrooms provided may not be the best, but his institution makes education fun. he can't believe he's admitting that he missed learning, but that's exactly it. after all, he wanted to graduate with flying colors so he'll be able to apply for his dream school, where the younger male is currently at.