Chapter Four.

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Izuku watched as you willingly left with the man, shocked, confused, but above all, hurt.

"I was so close." Katsuki looked at him, "we'll get her." "We'll? Why should you be apart of this!" Katsuki looked at Izuku, "I want to fix what I did." "You told her to jump and in her next life..." "I told both of you that!" He screamed back at Izuku glared at him, "[Name] jumped and you did nothing to stop her!"

Katsuki flinched, it was true he didn't stop you.

"Don't act so fucking mighty like you would have!" "I would have!"

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That was true, everyone knew that Izuku would have jumped with me, but is self sacrificing good? Is it worth the pain and trouble the future would cause?

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Katsuki and Izuku for the first time met each others eyes, hurt, pain, and grief was heavy on the boys, it was almost like a weight the the two shared, shackles that chained the three of you together.

"Fuck you Deku! I can save her myself!" "I will get to her first Kacchan!" Katsuki flinched at the nickname, a voice so close to yours, but so far off really fucked with his head. The spitting image of you looked back at him, the freckles, chubby cheeks, so much was different but so little was, the words replayed in his head over and over again, 'I love you, Kacchan'.

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Truthfully, I did love Kacchan, I admired him, I loved how strong he was, I hated him too. It was confusing conflicting, in another life, in another way maybe Kacchan and I would have been better. We would have been friends, we would have been more, but my words, my truth was used as a way to hurt, and for that I could never repent.

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Izuku watched as the teen sweat more than usual sparks flying around him, "shut up!" Izuku watched as the childhood friend panicked over your words, the toxic-like feeling ripping him apart, "Kacchan?" "Stop calling me that!" Izuku flinched, "Katsuki."

Izuku saw how hurt he was over the name 'Kacchan', he never knew your last words to him, but whatever it was it must have fucked him up, and it must have fucked him up bad.

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"To toy with them like that, isn't it a bit too mean [Name]?" You looked at Kurogiri, "you kill people! Literally send them to their deaths!" Tomura snorted at that, playing on the game boy he stole with his pinkies out, "weren't you just crying over them?" You glared at the man laughing afterwards, "you suck."

Sensei appeared on screen, "how was school, [Name]?" You hummed, "normal, we did orientation, I got a scape of all the heroes, everyone's top heroes, it will be hard to infiltrate, I don't mean to be a downer, but it may be harder to get All Might then we think." "How many possibilities do you see where we win?" You covered up your eye, "let's check shall we?"

"I see seven hundred and eighty-two, but in every single one you go down with him."

The room grew silent, "how many do I die in?" "None." "How many does All Might die in?" "None." "What's the force that stops me?" "Yuuei." "Can we take the school down?" "No, too many heroes and not enough us." "How far are you seeing?" "I can only see two years ahead, I'm sorry Sensei." The man was pleased, "you've always brought promising results, you adapted quite quickly to those quirks of yours, the fact you can see a mere two years in the future when the person who let me have this quirk could only see a week into the future is quite amazing [Name], do not diminish your success."

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It was weird, we should hate villains right? And yet there I was liking the most infamous villain around, I admire him. He was amazing, he wanted to prevail so bad, how could you not admire that?

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You bowed, "thank you, Sensei." The man chuckled, "you didn't change anything up?" You hummed a no, "those two know what they saw, if I was to show them I'm not [Name] Midoriya anymore then they won't get hurt." Sensei chuckled, he never minded that you still cared for the boys, he said it was natural and okay, "I also in two saw them interfering, out of one hundred and eighty they didn't interfere because of my choices." The man hummed, he liked the outcome. "Thank you, [Name] for choosing us." You laughed, "never knew it was a fight."

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After the video clicked off you sighed, "Kurogiri can I have a shot." "Aren't you underage?" "Tons of underaged drinking happens." "No." You sighed, "Tomura." "No!" You sighed, "why!" Kurogiri laughed lightly, he reminded you of your mother, just a more deadly version, "[Name], drinking can lead to..." "I would prefer it." You interrupted, used to his speech, "I wonder why I worry."

You smiled, you liked how it was just you three, but you were excited for the others you saw, it filled you with joy, you couldn't wait for everyone else, that's when everything was serious and that's what you're after, when it's serious you know what you needed to do.

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