Chapter One.

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"You know how you two can become heroes? Take a swan dive off the roof and pray you guys get quirks in your next life."

You were annoyed, tired, and pissed, "Izuku, go get your book." "[Name]..." "It's fine, I have a plan." "Okay."

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They knew what they saw that day, they just wished they knew what I was thinking of in that moment, those words, 'I have a plan', I never meant for it to hurt them.

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You grabbed the blondes hand, "you want to see someone jump so bad? Fine."

Katsuki blinked, what? His friends laughed trailing after him, it was amusing to rouse you up, they never knew just how far you would take it.

You unlocked the roof with your hair pin, "you wanted me to pray right, here."

You smirked, "oh god! Please give me a quirk in my next life!"

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If only he reached out to me, if only he stopped me, those thoughts swelled up inside his mind, I know that now, my world isn't black and white. It's shades of grey, and only grey.

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You climbed the fence standing on it, seeing your brother at the koi pond, sorry Izuku, but I don't think I can take this anymore, I'm not as kind as you, not as heroic, and not as loving, after all I just feel nothing.

You smiled at your old friend, "I love you, Kacchan." Katsuki's eyes widened as you jumped, letting yourself fall, his friends closed their eyes harshly as your brother ran, ditching the note book for the koi's to eat.

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If only he was stronger, if only he knew what to do, if only he was more heroic, those were the thoughts of my brother, in that moment all he could think about was if he was faster, I put so much pressure on him, it's ridiculous.

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Your body hit the pavement hard, your vision was blurry as you saw your brother run to you, "I'm so sorry, Izuku."

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I was their first lesson, you don't save everyone.

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The two boys knew what they saw, they knew it, they saw the portal take you as a light blue haired man picked you up, his one finger on each hand not touching you, "wow, Sensei was right, you're perfect."

Izuku and Katsuki watched, shocked, worried, confused, the blue man looked at them, "we're taking her."

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Police, heroes, school administrates heard the story, "boys, she's dead, her body is right there." "That's not my sister! He took her, that body is fake!" Katsuki's eyes stayed hidden as Izuku claimed that body was fake, "your sister killed herself, you saw it."

The boys were shocked, confused, hurt, you killed yourself.

Izuku felt like a terrible brother, to not notice his own twin was in so much pain, to know she was so hurt, to know she hated herself.

Katsuki couldn't help but blame himself, he said it to be a dick, not because he thought you would do it. He never knew a broken heart like now, your last words left a sharp pain in his chest, I love you, Kacchan. He can't stand the name Kacchan now, he hates it, he hates it so much.

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It was over a year, Katsuki and Izuku couldn't look at themselves, or each other, Katsuki got saved by Izuku, but he couldn't look him in the eyes, Izuku couldn't meet his, the teens couldn't look at each other without almost breaking into tears, they didn't know how to feel about each other.

Katsuki was still brash and loud, but he couldn't bully anyone, not when he always thought about your blood on his hands.

Izuku strove harder to be a hero, he worked out, he ran, he strove so hard to be a hero, he wouldn't let anyone else die like you, he would stop every death he could.

Two boys were changed drastically because of you, two boys you changed, but soon, it would be all of Japan.

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