SURREAL_FF✔

SURREAL_Unless You Will Come With Me

Nothing much had really happened in these past few days. Jungkook was still staying at  my house, well, as if I have a choice, he even helped me in a lot of things. I really noticed about him, he is such a caring person and easily gets concerned about everyone, 

He never lied when he said he never intended to do harmful things, he is a kind person, that is why that woman Pranpriya loves him so much, and he as well loves her. Both of them suits together, they meant for each other.

I wasn't really planning on involving into a relationship, not that I am considering me and Jungkook as having as one, because we are definitely not. I was rather focusing on my studies because I'm too desperate to graduate

Its just, I can't help but to feel anxious because many people really noticed us, not just my neighbors, or even my friends, or even strangers noticed us, as if it is their business, I didn't mean to offend them but frankly...I just hated the way they look at me and Jungkook like we're a couple,

I even kept on explaining that he is just my friend yet non of them wanted to listen to me, I am somehow disappointed every time I glance at Jungkook and he seems pretty unbothered by it. I sometimes thought of letting him stay at my house and never go out anymore, you know like he's a prisoner

But he keep on following me wherever I go.

But I also noticed him, he seems pretty awful in this past few days, I never saw him smiled either, I don't know the reason why, I wanted to ask him about it, but somehow there's something in me that stopping me.

I am really itching to ask him about it, I am concerned about him, I care for him, he did a lot of good things to me that I even thought to be bad in the first place, I'm so cruel. I am thinking I would be a horrible friend If I will just stay here and watch him having his problems

He was in his room for now, Is it possible for an immortal to have a slight fever? I think he's having one, I mean he wasn't eager than usual, and he often stayed at his room, He haven't even had his appetite to eat. Its rare

I decided to check him for a while, when I headed there I saw him  lying into his bed, his back was facing me, and I can see that he is cold or  something because he was covering his body.

"Jungkook?" I tried calling him but he won't just respond, I went near him and sat on his bed, until now he still doesn't wanted to eat, "Jungkook I'll prepare for your food okay? you have to eat" I was about to go out when he held my hand

His skin is cold and pale, "Don't think about me, Lisa" he stated, is he hearing himself? "Don't think about you? how am I supposed to not worry about you when you're creeping me out? you never even told me what is wrong with you, So tell me, how am I supposed to do that?" I scolded him.

I was thinking of bringing him into the hospital, but I am afraid that they might notice that there is something unusual.

I walked out in his room to cook some porridge for him, and also get some hot water, when I finally done, I went to him, "Jungkook, can you sit up?" I asked him, 

I didn't wait for his answer and just decided to help him to sit up. He leaned into the headboard with some pillows, His eyes were closed and his breathing was uneasy, "come here, you should eat" I grabbed the spoon and shoved in into the porridge before letting him eat it

"What is happening to you?" I asked worriedly at him, "I can't stay at the human's world anymore Lisa" He stated, "what? but you said you are an immortal, an immortal won't die" I exclaimed. 

"I need to go back to my world" he spoke, I got silent after hearing him, why it seems like I can't accept it, that I heard him saying that he needs to go back to his world, what am I going to do? "If I still wanted to live, I need to go back there" He added, "Then go back there, you have to live" I spoke

"I won't", "why?" I asked, "because I won't leave you!" he spoke, I looked at him. For a days that he spent with me, live with me, I feel like he also became a part of my life which I don't really understand why, But in that case I never cared anymore.

That's what my inner screams.

I don't wanted him to leave me too, but I wanted him to live. "How many times do I have to tell you, I am not Pranpriya okay? I only have her face but I am not her!" I raised my voice a bit, "She's already dead!" When I said that, he looked at me, frowning and that made me intimidated.

"You know for the moment when I knew that she's already dead? I intended to kill myself, committing suicide, I wanted to follow her in the afterlife"- even when his breathing was hitching. he still manage to talk.

I knew he didn't liked the way I talked about Pranpriya, Even me I got startled when I mentioned her death. "But do you know why I am still alive now? and I don't even liked to be an immortal. Because she lives in you" He spoke.

I really wanted to cry, He is suffering because of me, why can't he just go back to his world and just leave me here alone?

"You know that I had a wonderful and normal life before you came, But all of it just vanished when you came!" I spoke, "Go back to your world Jeon Jungkook if you don't want to suffer, I don't want you to suffer!" I yelled at him.

But he shook his head. "Not until you will come with me"