A Mate's Rejection

Chapter 10 (continuing the story)

Beth P.O.V

I was staring into Jack's eyes right after the kiss. I felt wrong, I still felt feelings for Luke. My eyes saddened and Jack noticed. "What's wrong?" he asked, I shake my head. "Its nothing... hey I'll meet you and everyone else downstairs okay?"

He kept his gaze intently on my face. "Ok" he replied and left the room.

Tears started trailing down my face as I thought of Luke. I love him.. and he just left me like that. What happened? Is Kristen better than me? I cried harder and ran to the washroom, smashing the mirror with my bare hands, glass shatters everywhere. I start screaming "He made me feel love for the first time!... and then he does this..." I fall to the ground, my hands trembling as tears continued to fall out of my eyes. I looked up at the shattered glass, picking up one I cried even more. Why doesn't Luke suffer?... Why is it that its only me feeling the pain, I guess I should feel more pain. And with that I slit my wrist with the glass only for it to heal quickly. Right.. I'm a wolf, I can heal quickly. I started to repeatedly slit my whole arm all over, leaving scars behind. I gave up. I turned on the bath and sat inside, feeling the warm water all around me I closed my eyes and relaxed.