Valentine's povI pretended not to know what today was about. I knew that they had found my blades in my closet. I'm honestly not that stupid. Plus Tyler texted me earlier and told me what the fuck was going on, he's a real one. I wish Bryan was here, he knows the most about me here. But I pissed him off enough for him to leave. "I'm going to pretend that I have no idea that this is a intervention" I said flatly rolling my eyes looking at my nails.
"Val your fucking stupid, Your my best friend talk to me when you feel the need to slice your god damn wrists like they're fucking paper" Em sneered at me like it was the worst thing ever. "Jesus Emery have a bit of sympathy, you act like you haven't done this shit before. She just needs fucking help" Kennedy bursts out on the verge of tears. She's the emotional one honestly. I love her though.
I'm so glad the other boy's left for the day, this is so embarrassing. God they would probably think that I'm some depressed fucking freak or something.
"Girls shut the fuck up and let me talk, this girl is my best friend, Val babe you need help" she whispers. I swear you could hear her voice crack. She gets down on her knees in front of me and pushes a strand of my tied up hair behind my ear. It's obvious she was worried, but I promise I'm okay. It was a slip up, though they would never believe me. "Guys it was a slip up, I was mad that I hurt B so bad he left. I fucking broke him and I can't fix it, He's my best friend, my world." I sob because that boy is my life and I broke him.
Why couldn't I love him back again. Why?
"Hey, hey princess he will be back, please stop crying. You didn't break him, you just told him what he needed to hear, sometimes the person we want isn't the person we need" Chris told me solemnly got up and rushed over to me, he grabbed my face and wiped away my tears with his thumbs. "But Chris he just, he didn't tell me goodbye" I look at him with tear stained hooded eyes. "I know love, I promise he will be back soon" he tells me lovingly.
I could feel a pair of eyes sending daggers into Chris's back and I knew exactly who it was. Tyler was a sensitive boy and I know he wanted to be the one who was here holding me, stopping my tears. That boy is working the ranks to best friend tier. His curly hair is so damn cute I love it, oh and his eyes, don't even get me started.
Tyler and I as I've said before have been talking for a few months and he's always been so sweet to me, the boy is like an angel.
Chris,Bryan,and Kennedy are my people. I can't lose one of them it's like losing a piece of myself. Bryan has been my ride or die, literally. I remember ninth grade when Bryan had gotten his first sports car,a 1990 Mustang, he picked me up when it was raining. We raced around town after dark and we literally hydroplaned on the empty street.
I remember the adrenaline that was coursing through my body. I was genuinely happy that day. I remember getting out of the car, turning up the music and pulling Bryan out of the car to dance in the rain with me. I had got so caught up in the moment and kissed him, it was my first kiss and I enjoyed every damn second of it.
"Valentine, helloooo, earth to Val" I hear Tyler say as he waves his hand in front of my face. "Oh sorry, I was just daydreaming" I reply feeling my cheeks heat up. "I see that Val" he laughs shaking his head. "Thank you guys for this, I really needed to think about what I've done, you guys are literally my saviors." It feels good to know I have people that care about me.
- - - 3 days later - - -
Bryan's coming home today and let me tell you I'm fucking nervous. Should I be nervous? I don't even know. I keep telling myself he's my best friend and that will never change but like feelings seem to fuck that up in the movies.
I get out my desk chair after writing a script for my acting class later this month. I change out of my pajamas. Throw on some black adidas leggings, a white adidas slight cropped shirt. I was picking him up from the airport because I want to talk to him about what happened last week.
On the way out of the house I threw on my white Vans and grabbed the keys to Chris's Challenger. I sat in the seat and started driving the the airport replaying what I wanna say to him in my head over and over again.
I get to the airport and wait by the terminal for my best friend. About fifteen minutes of waiting I hear over the intercom that the plane had landed. I get out of my seat and honestly I feel so nervous. I see him walking to baggage claim so I go to see him. "Hey Bryan, I missed you" I say shyly, "oh my god Val I fucking missed you, you have no idea" Bryan says as he picks me up and spins me around. So many people were staring in awe.
"So your not mad?" I ask hesitantly trying to really avoid asking him but I beed to just to ease my anxiety. "No no shortie I would never be mad at you. A little sad yes, but never mad. I love you Val, I always will, your my best friend, I won't let some middle school feelings ruin us" Bryan tells me as he grabs my wrist to pull me in I wince a little and I hope he doesn't notice. "I love you B" I say as I go to get in the car and he grabs my wrist again, this time I visibly wince.
"V, have you been cutting again" he whispers in visible pain. "Yes" I sob. He pulls me to his chest and holds me as I sob in the parking lot of the airport. "Oh princess, I promise I'll never leave you again" he promises me. Again.
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